in the mood :)

i am in the mood to update my bloggggg.. hehehe..

these are pictures during abang's e-day at Johor.. :)

i just dun get it, not the life i've been living

some things are really make me thinking & thinking repeatedly day & night without stop.
some things, when i looked at them, i just don't get it.
the WHY, WHO & WHAT, & some other types of questions are somehow keep on appearing in my head.
why there are such thing? what's wrong with that? who did that? why did that? should u be doing that? & etc...

the more i think, the more headache & heartache that i get.
so in the end.
i make my own conclusion..
that is... it's not the life that i've been living through out my life.
yessss.. we are different, we live in a different world. *not that im in earth, & u r i mars* no no no...
it just, u have ur very own world that u have all this while.
& i have mine.
u live a world where everything seems ok to u, but not to me.
& vice versa.
so there u can see how different are we..

thus, we are different.
but, if the different is good or bad,
depends on us, & surrounding

this is me

this is me. this is my life. if u cant handle it, just say it. & make ur move.
its ok if u cant accept it.
wont hurt me neither kill me.
seriously, i am saying what i feel, what i want, & what i need.
should u questioned it?
should u make fun of it?
should u learn it?
should u take note from it?
should  u.... anything. anything. because that's ur choice. not mine.

am i hurt? disappointed? sad?
what am i? a rock? a wood? a steel?
an object?
*sigh*
yeah. i know. u r neither them too.
i know. so..
i think u should know what are my feelings.
i think. at least, that's what i thought.

people are always thought that they know everything.

but sometimes, they don't.
*including me*
people are always thought that their thinking is always right.
nevertheless, they don't.

this is me. this is my world.
this is my life. get the hell out of my life if u dun like it.

when i have

when i have my own money,
i'll make sure i buy everything that i want.
i won't ask for anyone money anymore.
i'll make sure i own my thing with my own money.

23/12/2012, 0302 am

assalamualaikum..
hello guys. its been ages & i hadn't write anything in here. hurmm.. many things happened. sometimes i did feel like i wanna update something in here. but, im just a lazy girl. huu~

no laa. i was so damn busy.. till the last week in the semester. still got assignment, & oral test, & presentation, & etc. it just, the burden for me is getting a little bit tougher than before 'cause im a scholar now. so.. the responsibilities are tougher or toughest. huu~

this semester, its kinda hard. some is okay, but.. ntah. dunno how to describe. hopefully everything gonna be just ok for me. aminnn

& life.... a hectic life maybe. as i kept moving here & there to sttle up many things. & this semester, only at the end of it i can went out. seeeee.. how tough is my life now. huu~

gambar tade kne mengena ngan post. ^_^

as i move on with this life. i know that not everything will be like what i want or like what i plan. there is something for me. insyaAllah. and no matter how hard the life will be, i'll try the very best of me to get over it.