freedom...???

really..? freedom oredi heh??
huhu~ as for me. yes, im free from any examssss..
& im done for my 3rd semester :).
which mean another 4 semesters to go.

anddddddd.. not really freeeeeee..
because, the results..
huu~ its gonna make me damn nervous..
scared.. anxious.. and all the words that similar.
huu~

wish me all the best.
& all the best to all my friends too.
see ya in the next semester..
^_^

Shawl tutorial...

meh kiter tgk tutorial untuk Square Shawl.
tudung bawal pon boleh aje..
tp make sure pakai inner neck la yer utk tudung bawal :)
 

in the mood :)

i am in the mood to update my bloggggg.. hehehe..

these are pictures during abang's e-day at Johor.. :)

i just dun get it, not the life i've been living

some things are really make me thinking & thinking repeatedly day & night without stop.
some things, when i looked at them, i just don't get it.
the WHY, WHO & WHAT, & some other types of questions are somehow keep on appearing in my head.
why there are such thing? what's wrong with that? who did that? why did that? should u be doing that? & etc...

the more i think, the more headache & heartache that i get.
so in the end.
i make my own conclusion..
that is... it's not the life that i've been living through out my life.
yessss.. we are different, we live in a different world. *not that im in earth, & u r i mars* no no no...
it just, u have ur very own world that u have all this while.
& i have mine.
u live a world where everything seems ok to u, but not to me.
& vice versa.
so there u can see how different are we..

thus, we are different.
but, if the different is good or bad,
depends on us, & surrounding

this is me

this is me. this is my life. if u cant handle it, just say it. & make ur move.
its ok if u cant accept it.
wont hurt me neither kill me.
seriously, i am saying what i feel, what i want, & what i need.
should u questioned it?
should u make fun of it?
should u learn it?
should u take note from it?
should  u.... anything. anything. because that's ur choice. not mine.

am i hurt? disappointed? sad?
what am i? a rock? a wood? a steel?
an object?
*sigh*
yeah. i know. u r neither them too.
i know. so..
i think u should know what are my feelings.
i think. at least, that's what i thought.

people are always thought that they know everything.

but sometimes, they don't.
*including me*
people are always thought that their thinking is always right.
nevertheless, they don't.

this is me. this is my world.
this is my life. get the hell out of my life if u dun like it.