the wishlist(s)

hello 2015!

owkeh.. my wish-list(s). *terusssss.. xde intro langsung. pedulik!

1. master holder
2. a car
3. a successful business
4. a house
5. kawen *ngehngehngeh
6. to make both mak & ayah happy sampai biler2.

pray for me. ^_^

is it hard for someone to really know us?
to really know what we want?
even when we have told them so many times about what we want?
is it hard for them to remember it?

wanna be the first & also the last

hello to the man that i love with all of my heart...
sebagai penutup untuk 5 Julai 2014,
this post is dedicated specially for u.

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Muhammad Afiq,
happy birthday to you..

Allah selamatkan kamu,
Allah selamatkan kamu,
Allah selamatkan Muhammad Afiq,
Allah selamatkan kamu...

^_^

hey there,
selamat ulangtahun kelahiran, sanah helwa..
I wish all the best for you, i wish u'll be blessed for everything u do,
I wish for u to have a happy life with ur dearest families and friends. (and of course with me too ^_^)
I wish for ur success. And i wish everything good will come to you.
Aminnnn.. 

i never forget ur day sayang. never and never will.
how can i forget someone so dear in my heart birthday?
eh.. ngarut tol kalo lupa.
i'd been counting and waiting for this day to come. tawu..?

i don't wanna be the first one to wish u this time.
y eh..?
because first is always me. huu..
so.. i wanted to be the last one too.
ingat? saya nak jadi yg pertama dan terakhir utk awak.
saya selalu jadi yg pertama wish awak.
so, this time saya nak jadi yg terakhir plak.
:)
sweet kan saya? hahaha

sorry. its going to be a lil bit longer..

im sorry, wont be around to celebrate ur birthday..
nti when we are together, we will celebrate every special days together k.
im sorry, there's no present, as i have no money. (still a student ^_^)
sorry for not having a grand celebration.
my only present is just to be the best girl and woman for you.
cliche sgt ke? x pon kan..? huu
i wanna be the best sayang.

the best-est place to express the feelings

thanx blog.
be my very best partner till the very end.

i am the type of person who is really hard to share my problems with others.
i share the happiness, not the sadness.

in this blog, im not sharing everything explicitly nor detailed.
at least, a place to put some pieces that break apart.

"kita hanya mampu merancang,
tapi,
ALLAH adalah sebaik-baik perancang.

dengan Allah aku berserah."

kadang2, terasa jugak nak jadi mcm ssesetengah orang yang mampu mencurahkan segala kekusutan dgn orang lain. tapi tak mampu.
pernah mencuba, lain kekusutan, lain perkataan yang keluar. lain. x sama.
akhirnya, kekusutan semakin kusut-masai.
air mata menjadi peneman. sampai kering, sampai tak ada air nak keluar.
sampai kesat mata, sampai tidur jadi penutup.
dengan harapan, bila terbuka mata, hilang segala kekusutan.
siang... masih mampu teguh hati.
menyingkap ke petang... sedikit goyah.
dan malam... tewas.

Allahu... moga ada orang yang nak pinjamkan bahu.
tak pinjamkan telinga pon tak apa.
sebab mmg tak ada niat untuk berkongsi cerita.
meminjam bahu untuk menjadi alas air mata yang jatuh tak henti.
untuk jadi penahan bahu aku yang terhenjut dek tangisan lara hati.
untuk jadi sekadar penenang.

daripada,

aku yang konon kuat

just so u know

when someone just cant live without you by his/her side,
he/she will feel badly sad,
feel terrible,
feel lonely,
feel lost.

just so u know,
its not the act of selfish.
but,
the act of that person cannot live without you around.

just so u know,
its not the act of acting,
but,
its natural when that person is truly in love.

just so u know.