kehilangan itu

hurmm. today. 2nd May 2011. his grandma passed away. early in the morning. he got a call & went back to Johor. together with his brother and cousin.

hurmm.. by the time i read his msg about the news. tataw nak rasa macam mane. smua ade. terkejut. sedih. coz i know, dier mmg rapat dgn nenda nya. mmg arini tak kaco dier. give him space, time.

actually, tak pernah rasa kehilangan orang yang tersayang. so, tataw macam mane nak buat dier ok. just gunakan ayat2 yang biasa dengar. tapi.. kiter hnya mampu bercakap kan..? yang merasai kehilangan itu.. dia la yang tahu ape rasa sebenar.

hurmm.. & he msg me. in the evening. told me everything. about his feeling. about what he did today. sebak je rasa biler dier citer. & i only asked him to be strong. only that.. tataw nak cakap macam mane lagi.

sayang, be strong ok sayang.. setiap yang hidup akan mati. begitu jugak kiter. esok lusa.. mungkin kiter plak.

al-Fatihah untuk nendanya, Hajah Aisyah Abdullah...