love, my love

talking about love?? huu~

well actually.. i've been with him for about almost 4 years da. since 2009. lama da kan. so, basically.. we didn't know each other till the day we met at a camp. & me, myself never thought that i got someone to be my lover. then.. yeah.. was it a love at the first sight? hurmm.. ntahh.. rasa nya macam da bnyk kali da ade love at the first sight. hahaha... ngeng~!

the first time i saw him.. monologue dalaman..
"sombong".. yesss.. the 1st word that came out in my mind. well.. i was in charged for the registration. dgn my fren la kan.. at first, ade 3 org bdak dari uni yang sama ngan si dia ni datang dlu. me & Haniz,
"haniz, rasa2 bapa ek umo dorang?"
"da dua puluh lebih ni."
& the talking suddenly stop because we need to 'entertain' them. kitorang bg borang suruh isi smua. then si dia datang. & he was talking to someone. that time. when i saw him. err.. tal terkata. macam mulut kene seal. terpegunnn? nayyy.. ntah.. tataw why suddenly jadi macam tu. pdhal ade je mamat mamat hensem lain. tapi pandang dorang tak sama macam pandang si dia ni. miahaha.. *gatai nooo*. so.. dorang pon isi borang. & i tiba2 terus jadi pendiam. walhal, before he came dok rancak borak ngan 3 org budak tu sbb they were from MMU melaka. & melaka is my hometown yoooo. hehe.. 

then Haniz & i pon collect balik forms tu. tgk kat umur dorang..
"OMG... dorang lagi muda dari kiter". HAHAHAHA.. well.. don judge a book by its cover. kann??

during the camping.. to talk with him was a rare situation laaa.. there was a night. while i was doing some work, he & his friend were also there. we talked a bit. suddenly ade lipas... that was the BESTEST night ever for me. dier punyer terkinja kinja berlari selamatkan diri. perghhh.. macam menari hip hop la wa cakap lu. haha..

& i dun know why is that i was having a jealousy time with him during the camping. duhhh.. who am i for him? nothing kottt.. that was GILER actually. cemburu kat orang yg tade pape kat kiter. ITU MEMANG GILER. huhu.. ade lah malam tu. ktorang tidur lambat. then main game.. truth or dare. haha.. sengalll kot.

ade la skali tu.. while we were busy arranging the participants, stuffs & etc.. masa tu kne amek barang kat kantin. he asked me to follow him to the canteen to help him, but when we got there.. there was nothing pon actually. everything da settle.. so, he asked me to have a tea together. *curiosity was increasing*. hahaha.. & we had some talks.

& tiba lah masa untuk pulang. that night, my group sent them to the terminal. before they went into the bus, we got some dinner. there, we exchanged numbers.. & i didnt say a word pon. huu~ malu? cover? budget??? ntah. tgh tahan jeles je time tu. haha.. so.. after dinner.. before dorang nek bus, si dia ni tnya sapa leh tolong belikan dier t.up. & saya dgn baik hati nya menawarkan diri untuk menolong. huhu..

then.. lepas da hantar dorang balik. my group dok lepak kat pantai batu buruk. the best night for me too. & dunno how. we started to message. the message goes on & on until he didn't reply my msg. & i was assuming that fell asleep already. but the next day.. we texted again. & day after. & the day after. sampailah masing2 add up kat facebook. & a month later. tadaaaaaaa.. huu~