♥ eQa | RosLan ♥: August 2011

Monday, August 29, 2011

Happy Eid everyone..!


hello everyone..!
tomorrow raya sudahhh..!
:)
so, i would like to use this opportunity *as im not going to online for few days starting this evening* to wish all of you a Happy Eidul Fitri.
im sorry for my wrong-doings, for my bad words, for my bad attitude, for my lack of concerns & for everything i had done intentionally or unintentionally. im sorry.
have a nice Syawal everyone. wish you prosperity on the Muslims' big day as we had successfully got through over a challenging month.

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir & Batin...!!

Sunday, August 28, 2011

21st

happy
21st
month

:)

Thursday, August 25, 2011

feel like

i feel like deactivating EVERYTHING.
including my LIFE.
can i?

ya Allah, i am begging You, give me strength & patience. only that.

it doesn't matter

it doesn't matter anymore.
things happen for a reason. tears eventually fade & one day everything will be exactly how it is supposed to be.
moving on is a process & i have to promise myself that i am really ready to let go.

it doesn't matter anymore.
just.. i don't want to think bout it anymore. 'coz it drives me crazy. crazy enough to ruin everything.
i am giving up to take care of everything. gave up caring bout what people think. gave up caring bout what people feel. gave up caring bout what people say.

& it doesn't matter anymore.

subuh yang hening

masih belum merehatkan diri.
masih belum merehatkan otak.
masih lagi terjaga di subuh yang hening.

hurmm..
wish everything works well.
wish i have a better life onward.
wish Allah will always help me.
wish i am strong enough to face the reality.
wish i cud stop dreaming & accept the reality.
wish i cud stop wishing.
& live with the flow.

sometimes, i need a rest.
from everything.
from living.
hurmm

jom bercerita

shud be telling this story to someone. takpe lah. citer kat cni je la. :)

siang tadi masa tgh syok online, tiba2 ade dgr mende jatuh. tol2 kat sbelah. then tgk2 ade ulat bulu. beso lak uh.  masalahnya, tgkap tutup. dier panjat ke ek? ~.~'

bler da nampak dier kat ctu, g la amek surat kabar. then buang dier kuar dari tgkap. huhu..

petang plak, g berbuka kat eQ. ngan family. :) 

malam pulak... tgk on9 lagik. letak lappy atas box. pas uh kan. tgk dok meraba kat tepi box uh. box uh macam ade lekuk. so, tak nampak la ape mnde kat lekuk uh. then masa dok meraba uh, terasa sumthing yg macam berbulu. da lam kepala otak.."ni mesti kaen pape yg terjuntai nih". bler alihkan tgn je. ade mende jatuh. bler dok belek.. perghhhh.. ulat bulu..!!! mane datang..?!

then, g la amek surat kabo, kaut dier. pastu branikan diri bukak tgkap. campak dier keluar. hee~

nasib baek la tgn tak gatal2. da la siap maen2 kan jari bler ingt mnde uh kaen yg terjuntai. huhu..

ulat bulu. kok ye pon.  jgn la men sembunyi2 macam tu lagi ye. :)


ps : its going to rain. & so do my heart. but plz dun.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

rabun O rabun

smalam g check mata sbb nak buat spec baru. ok. before ni power mata.
kanan : 350
kiri : 325

sikalanggg punya power
kanan : 300
kiri : 375

err errr.. pe cer ni..? knpe power mata kanan turun. kiri naek? huhuhu..
pelik sungguh nih. ~.~'

ade sape sape tau cara nak turunkan power mata..? tanak pakai spec lagi la. huhu
kalo ade sape sape tau. silalah berkongsi caranya ye. :)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

usahawati :)

wee~ trying to do something new. kecil-kecilan ajaa. insyaAllah, kalo ade rezki, bleh la buat besar-besaran. ye dak..?
hehehe..
so, eqa ngan kakak try nak jual tudung. sila tgk di SINI..

some picca.. :)





Monday, August 22, 2011

bokeh

yeahh..!! just now i am successfully learned how to create a bokeh effect using photoshop..!!
congratulation to me.. hehe..
ni dua gmbar yang berjaya di'BOKEH'kan.
saya baru blajar kan. so, gambar tade la nak perfect mane pon. pape pon. hepi gilakkk..!!
^__^

one more thing.. nak photoshop lightroom laa.



Sunday, August 21, 2011

melaka-seremban-Jalan TAR & melaka

semalam pergi Jalan TAR. dengan kakak, abg nadzri & si Bunchet.
dari Melaka gerak ke Seremban dgn kak linda. sbb dier pon nak ke Jalan TAR. dgn tunangnya. tapi dorang nak benti kat Seremban je sbb dorang nak naek train. ktorang gerak dalam 8 lebih. so, kat Seremban uh eqa ngan Bunchet tukar kereta plak. bermula la perjalanan ke Jalan TAR.

around noon jugak la baru sampai sane. jammed tayah citer la kan. da name pon Kuala Lumpur. then, berjalan-jalan lah kami kat Jalan TAR uh. actually ade gak planned ngan yeen nak jumpa kat sane. dier col, dier cakap dalam 2 lebih baru gerak. then masa dier da sampai uh. eqa ngan yg laen nak gerak balik da. huu~ tak larat da wehhh.. ngan bersesak2 nye kat sane. panas lagi. puasa lagi. huhu.. tak larat tak larat.

masa kat Jalan TAR uh. eqa ngan akk carik tudung. nak bli borong. nak buat jual. hee~ nnti eqa masukkan gmbo tudung ea. kalo nak beli. gtau eqa auwww.. ^_^.  ade gak bli barang2 untuk mak & ayah. nak blikan untuk mak lagi satu barang tp tak jumpa. so, mak... nanti kiter carik kat Melaka je la ea. hee.

lepas g Jalan TAR, g Bangi plak. cuba gak carik baju untuk mak kat bazar & kat PKNS Bangi. tapi tade jugak. lepas uh. terusssss ke tempat nak berbuka. kat Village View. berbuka la kami kat sane. lepas berbuka gerak ke Seremban plak. anta abg nadzri kat  KTM. then, tggu kak linda plak. col kak linda. kak linda cakap dier kat umah kak ita. kakak pon drive la ke Senawang. actually umah kak ita dgn kakak dkat je. so, senang je la kakak nak balik.

dalam kol 11 lebih, gerak ke melaka pulakk. balik umah kan. salin je baju. terus tdo. huhu.. giler penat. sampai sahur pon terbangun kol 5.20 pg. so. itu la cerita semalam.

ni plak sedikit gmbo. :)








Saturday, August 20, 2011

shopping jom

heyya everybody..!! how are u?

hari ini. i mean pagi ni nnti. nak gerak g seremban. g ke tempat kakak. then nak g Jalan TAR...
shopping mariiiiii..
hehe..
yok yok..
kte jumpa d sana yaaa..
^_^

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

imperfect

no one is perfect in this world. never claim urself as a perfect person. u may have a perfect body shape, a beautiful face, knowledgeable. but do u really think that all that stuffs really make u a perfect person? think twice, think thrice. think again & again.

owkehh..?

hai obat..

skarang dok umah, ade la jugak orang yg nak ingtkan makan ubat.
bukan ingtkan through mulut ok.
ini terus datang depan muka ubat tuh.
"nah makan ni"
huhu~ mmg tade alasan da nak lari.
ayah ayahh.
nnti da sambung blaja.
sape nak ingtkan mkan ubat lagi.
kalo advice pakai mulut, mmg tak jalan la kan..
adehh laaa.

Monday, August 15, 2011

3 days in a row

3 days in a row berbuka kat luar. huhuhu..
ari sabtu kat mahkota century hotel.
ari ahad kat holiday inn.
yang 2 ari ni g berbuka dgn families.
ari ni kat kedai makan sahabat. huu~
makan dgn sahabat sahabat.
tqa red & mazs mok.  ^__^
mmg lariiii la diet nih.
*diet la sgt. hahaha*

 so, thanks to Allah sbb bagi rezeki yg macam ni di bulan puasa.
alhamdulillah.


Sunday, August 14, 2011

feel like a kid

why ea..? feel like a kid skarang ni. huhu
setiap malam ayah akan panggil macam ni.
"adek, nah"
"ape tu ayah"
ayah hulurkan tangan
"alaaaa. ayah ni."

ayah menghulurkan sebiji pill.
adehsss..
& kne la makan pill tuh.

baru tanak mengamalkan bnda uh.
tapi da kne pksa balik.
mmg tapenah nk ingt pon makan pill uh.
slalu da mak ayah dok bising2.
last last ayah guna cara tu je.
huhu..
mmg tableh lari da kan.
haihhh...

Saturday, August 13, 2011

ya Allah.

ya Allah ya Rabb,
aku memohon petunjuk daripada Mu.
berikanlah hamba Mu ini petunjuk.
moga ada jalan di sebalik dinding kebal itu.
moga ada sinar di sebalik kegelapan itu.
moga ada manis di sebalik taburan garam.

ya Allah ya Rahman ya Rahim,
sesungguhnya, Engkau sahaja yang mampu membantu.
semoga aku ketemu jalannya, sinarnya dan manisnya.
aminnn.

Friday, August 12, 2011

myself

i have to take care of my own feelings.
its only me & me.

& yes.
i have Allah.
to guide me.
to help me whenever i'm in sorrow.
i have my families.
to cheer me up.
to support me in anything.

enough is enough.
everyone has their own limitation.
so do i.
& its over the limit.
& i cant handle it anymore.
so. i need a fullstop.
no more comma.

ya Allah, make me strong enough to deal with my life. ameen.

p/s : i may need a "happy" pills. lots & lots of it. & anti-depression pills might help.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

semalam

semalam g kuar berbuka dgn si bunchet & his friends, riez & ap.
:)
dapat jugak berbuka dengan dier. wee~!
lepas berbuka uh, g tgk wayang plak.
'rise of the planet of the apes.'
err. seat dier plak 3 rows from front.
mmg kaw kaw punyer mata tgk wayang.
huhuhu..
dalam tu jugak da kne sakit kpla.
around 11 jugak la baru sampai umah.
& hopefully la kannn..
before masuk uni nnti.
dapat spend some time with him lagi.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

expect the unexpected

i never expect u to come into my life.
neither expecting that u will enter my heart.
all i know is that
i LOVE u.
right from the start.

i still can remember our first met.
& how i feel when looking at u for the first time.
& how i get jealous when i saw u with another girl.
its crazy kann..?
get jealous with sumone who has no relation at all.
huhuhu..
ye. mmg giler.
but its ok.

i know that u have the same feeling.
^__^
love u.

dull night

its a dull night tonight. so dull.

brighter day for tomorrow perhaps.
hurmm..

when someone needs/finds u, u always there for them.
but when u need them, u can count on ur finger how many times they come to u.
kannnn..?
so, pekate..
we try to do the same thing like they did to us.
lets see. how they will react towards us.
its not a revenge.
its a test maybe.
~.^

"what u give, u get back."
i took it from a novel. i cant remember the title.
but, the author uses it in the novel.
it has the same meaning as KARMA.
kannnn...???
i believe that Allah has His own ways.
to make people realizes their faultiness.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

tak diragui

eh. ape yg tak diragui nye tu..? huhu.. ni. peribahasa ni. "bapa borek, anak rintik"..
diakui benar..! haha.. kenape ea..?

ok.. tadi col abang, nak gtaw pasal sumthing. then dier nak balik malam ni. so, here goes the conversation:-

me : abang, balik malam ni kan..? nnti akk col, ko deal ngan dier pasal nak balik malam ni ea.
abang : knpe..? dier nak balik ke..? knpe tak balik smalam?
me : sbb kakak bengong. td dier g Jalan TAR. so, balik malam ni ngan ko. deal ngan dier bawak satu keta je. jnji kat mane2.
abang : ok. nnti suruh dier col ak
me : hah..! nak balik malam ni kan.. nnti beli pape ea untuk ak.
abang : hah..? ape dier..? hello. hello. tak dengar la..
me : haha.. kuangjo.. saje je ea.
abang : tak dengar la..
me : haha.. takpe ar. ko mmg. da da.. nnti ko deal ngan kakak je.

ok. ape yg peribahasa diakui sah di sini.. emphasizing the part..
me : hah..! nak balik malam ni kan.. nnti beli pape ea untuk ak.abang : hah..? ape dier..? hello. hello. tak dengar la..**
me : haha.. kuangjo.. saje je ea.
abang : tak dengar la..

chaittt..! same giler dgn ayah kot. kalo ayah pon, time eqa mintak barang. camtu la dier wat. wat2 tak dengar la. bukak cerita laen la. adehsss..huhu.. abang abang.. 

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

mimpi

sayer asik bermimpi. mimpi mimpi sayer semuanya indah sejak dua menjak ni. rasa macam biler bermimpi uh kan. nak terus je hidup dalam mimpi uh. tanak bangun bangun da. & if kalo terjaga pon, nak tido balik. nak sambung balik mimpi. huhu.. eh.. tapi penah je rasanyer, bler bermimpi, terbangun then tido balik & sambung bermimpi. hahaha.. sampai kadang kadang an, bler tersedar dari tidur, bibir sedang mengukir senyuman yang sangat bahagia. huu~ lepas uh, cepat cepat cover balik. haha

ye. mimpi memang banyak yang indah. tapi.. haruslah sedar dari mimpi dan hidup di bumi yang nyata.
hidup di bumi yang nyata, ade je yang indah kan...?
kalo yang rasa rasa macam tak indah uh, jadikan je lah pengajaran.

psssstt.. nak mimpi mimpi indah lagi. :)