♥ eQa | RosLan ♥: June 2011

Thursday, June 30, 2011

tade tajuk..!

tade tajuk..! tak taw nak letak tajuk ape. silakan lah meletakkan tajuk sendiri. sekian.

yurp.. im a loser. sbb tak berani nak cakap depan2. sbb tak berani nak sound depan2. sbb tak berani nak menyuarakan pendapat. sbb pape je la..

seriously, klo rasa tak puas hati pon, mmg takkan cakap la. tggu sampai da meletus gunung berapi kat dalam dada ni baru boleh cakap terus. tp selagi tak meletus, selagi tu lah dok terperuk dalam dada ni. makanya, sendiri yang sakit. sendiri yang giler. huhu..

so... kalo nak cakap pon. rasanyer through this blog la kan..? tu je la caranyer. da name pon sayer ni pengecut. YER..! SAYER MENGAKU SAYER PENGECUT.. hurmm.. sebenarnyerla kan. rindu kat kawan2. tapi.. entah lah. tataw kenapa. macam makin jauhhhhhh. takpe lah. takkan la kiter nak terhegeh2 kat orang yg tak suka berkawan ngan kiter. saper la sayer ni. i am da loser kan. sape je nak kawan.

hurmm.. to my dear friends. just so u know that i love all of you. kiter kawan. tak kesah ape situasi pon. susah senang, aku akan ade untuk korang. cari je la aku. tp terpulang kat korang k. kalo rasa2 aku tak mampu tolong. mungkin kawan2 yang lain boleh tolong. aku rindu korang. tu je aku nak cakap.

sekian sajer coretan hari ini.
bye.

Monday, June 27, 2011

ketika ini

where were my friends when i need them the most..? where were u guys?
was it my fault? if yes. im sorry.


hurmm..
need some strength. need patience. need a hug.
can someone just lend me ur shoulder?
i just wanna cry until i fall asleep.
can someone just understand me?
or is it me that so complicated..?

i am tired.
too tired.
where is u nur syafiqah?
where have u been?
im losing u. plz. don't leave me here.
i need u nur syafiqah.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

hello

hello haiiii..
just a quick update to show that im still alive.
hahaha..

im too lazy to do any update.
but pretty sure, the mood will come sooner or later.
hurmm..
we'll see..
hehe..

so.. have a nice day..!!
bubyeeee..
^_^

Friday, June 17, 2011

craving

yurpp.. after mad at some people yg tade akai, im craving for some foods. arghhh..
i wanna eat kebab..!
bubur ayam yang kak in buat. yummyyy..
ayam masak halia yg makngah buat.. drooling  
my bread pudding..
lamb chop.....
banana split.
macam macammmmmmmmmmmmm...

stalk. stalking. stalker

my part time job. so, anyone who wants someone to stalk on sumone, so plz.. jusk find me. hehehe. i can be that someone to help u. muahaha

& yeahhh.. sometimes, some people wrongly used the "stalk, stalking & stalker" words. i mean. from the grammar point of view. *gedik kan??* ..nak tegur. tp nnti malukan dier plak. tapi, cikgu cakap. kne tegur. kne tolong orang yg tataw. tp.. kesian plak klo org tu dapat malu. so, kiter biarkan je. huu~ but, ini bukan the main story. so, proceed.......

ouhh yeahhh.. i've been doing some stalking work. *hebat tak* haha.. i saw something yg orang laen talked about me. eh. wadehek...??? whats wrong with ya people. nothing else to do..? really..? is that the only good thing that u can do for me..?? whoaahhh.. thanx for the deeds people. im touched. SERIOUSLY..

please, do not hesitate to talk to me DIRECTLY. im not a lion, like i wanna eat u after u talk to me *err~ if im a lion pon, i wont eat u. coz ur meat busukkkkk..!* & im not an alien. macam la eden nk kidnap hang lepas hang da dok kutuk eden depan2 kan.

ouhh people... knpe la macam tu kann..??? pity me. ouhh no.. PITY YOU. sbb tade akai. ~.~"

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

mampukah?

mampukah diri ini menahan segala amarah?
mampukah diri ini bertahan untuk satu ketika lagi?
mampukah?

andai daku begitu goyah skali dengan yang sebelumnya.
bagaimana pula dengan yang mendatang?
goyah lagikah?

entah. sedang berkira-kira dengan diri sendiri.
adakah mampu untuk bertahan lagi?
adakah mampu untuk memahami akan kondisi diri, kondisi alam?

bicara diri bukan untuk diperdebatkan.
bicara dibuka untuk mengolah hati.
bicara tentang ini, itu
agar satu sepakat disimpulkan.

entah. entah dan entah.
sungguh..
tak mengerti dengan kehendak diri. kehendak dia
tak mengerti akan kondisi yang berulang.
adakah disengajakan? atau takdir? atau cubaan?

biarlah. biarlah diri ini yang pendam.
seribu duka dalam hati.
bicara yang tak mungkin terjadi. dan terbit seribu duka lagi.
bicara yang mungkin terjadi. dan terbit jua seribu duka itu lagi.
kernaku pasti. bicara kita. bicara yang tidak bernokhtah.
andai ada nokhtahnya. pasti terbuka bicara itu lagi.

biar aku pendam.
biar ia berbekas.
biar luka berdarah.
biar ia bernanah.
kerna aku yang menahan.
biar bahagia itu milik kamu.
biar sakit itu, sakit aku.

nothing

i want nothing else. i am stopping from hoping anything. upu, marriage, study & everything. i have had enough for everything. all i need is die.

i wanna die.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

i need...

I need a hug. Just a hug, nothing more, nothing less. 
A hug where someone wraps their arms tight around me and tells me everything's gonna be okay so for a moment it doesn't feel like I'm about to snap from everything.
A hug where I don't feel so lost and alone and that someone will be there for me no matter what happens. 
Just a hug.

Cause everything doesn't seems ok to me. I need a hug to make me feel ok. 
Just a hug.

unhappy?

i don't have the exact words to describe myself right now. & yes. i was happy yesterday because of the result. but not that night & not today. there's no reason to feel happy.

hurmm.. unhappy is not the exact word actually. ntah.. tataw nak describe. takpe lah.. gonna be better soon.
bye

Monday, June 13, 2011

MUET

Alhamdulillah.
:)
after few hard-work.
i got it.
at last.
alhamdulillah.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

1st shawl tutorial

am i so perasan or what..?? hahaha. W U T E V E R.. :)
so, this is my very very 1st shawl tutorial. kalo rasa rasa tak baper nak faham.. then sila lah tnya. jangan malu2 k. pasni ade tutorial lg. insyaAllah.
err.. sayer budak baru belajar. maka, terima lah seadanya. heehehe
selamat blajar. hehehe ^__^

things u need :
  • shawl / pashmina ( can be a soft one or a hard one, anything can be )
  • 3 pins
  • a flower brooch



so.. at last, it will look like this :-

Saturday, June 11, 2011

apabila

........ si bF melayankan aje si gF punyer ragam. hee~



dan apabila si bF layankan je. maka menjadi2 la ragam si gF. hehehehe.. terima kasih mista Bunchet sbb sudi melayan ragam sayer. hahahaha

Thursday, June 9, 2011

today is a beautiful day

yurpp.. it is. today is a beautiful day. the weather, the day. huu~ what is so beautiful about today..? what else if a girl can date her lovely one. kannnn..? wee~ akk p dating dek non oii.. :)

it was supposed to be yesterday. supposedly laaa. but we had some matters yang agak2 macam tableh blahh, then postponed it to today. so, keluarlah kami berdua jejalan makan angin cuci mata. ehh. eqa tak cuci mata pon. tapi mR. Bunchet yg dok cuci mata. ishkkk.. mata tableh dok diam sungguh. babap kangg. hehehe

so, as eqa always said, a date without pictures, sooooo not a date. wee~ today theme was 'day at the Museum'. lalala~






chet... love u now, love u tomorrow & love u always.
^__^

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

shaheizy sam

ade sape sape yang tak kenal shaheizy sam..? alaaa.. yang menang anugerah bintang paling popular tu la. kenal kan..? hah.. agak da. mesti kenal. tak kenal jugak..? alaaa.. yang blakon cerita adnan sempit tu la. citer ngangkung. & yg latest citer Kongsi.. kenal da kan..? huu~

ok.. knpe tb2 citer pasal dier plak..? sbb.. eqa jumpa dier..! haha.. dier datang kenduri tunang kakak haritu. :) . sape dier sampai nak datang kenduri tuh..? ok.. his family is a friend of my family. tu je. aritu mak ade pegi kenduri kawen adek family sam uh. so, mak jemput la skali dorang datang. then dorang datang la.

nak dijadikan cerita la kan. family abg sam nih datang seiring dgn rombongan family orang sebelah huu~ mak & mak2 sdare da kecoh2 nak layan sape. hahaha.. giler arhhh. btw, thanx ea mummy kathy, abg sam, abg fuzen and family laen2 uh. thanx sudi datang & layan peminat2 abg sam uh. sian dier sampai berpeluh2 layan peminat. hee~

ni ade gmbar dgn abg sam.. :)





when it is all about

PERASAN..!
sape yang perasan? sape sape..? gtaw sket.. hehe
sape lagi kalo bukan empunya blog nih. kann..?

sometimes.. a simple smile will make people who see it feel happy. feel ease. am i right..?
& sometimes.. a simple smile seems impressive to hide those sadness or troubles or conflicts or what ever it is in the heart.. kannn..?
as in Islam pun, a smile is an alms. so, put on a smile on ur face. lets the people see that u r happy, that u r ok.
& i do heard this kinda words before : a smile on ur face will helps to eliminate all the sadness.

keep on smiling dear. & always remind urself, no matter what happen.. u r not alone. Allah always there for you. insyaAllah. :)

Monday, June 6, 2011

her E-day

one step to be sumone's wife. & another one step before she is officially becoming a wife. & the day is going to be next year. a year from now. setahun lagi tinggal untuk eqa mengendeng2 kat dier. mintak itu ini. HAHAHA

kakak.. congratulation for ur engagement. hopefully, everything is going to be okay till the big day. & hopefully, everything is going to be okay between u & him for the rest of ur life. aminnn..

& im happy for you. sorry, i wasn't there to see u. wasn't there to snap pictures of u while his mother put a ring into ur finger. i wasn't there. hurmm.. quite aggrieved. hmm.. takpe takpe. i'll make sure i'll be there masa kakak nikah nnti. :)

so, some pictures were taken by me & edited by me. as well as i love photography & editing. so, my sista just asked me to do all the photography session. BUT, there was a but.. there was no outdoor session. haha.. she didn't want it. me either. & because of i wasn't there masa the discussion & sarung cincin. gambar tak bnyk. wee.. so, i will put some of the pictures & the rest... u can see it in my facebook. :)









yang laen laen. tgk kat SINI k..

gambar Family Day

& yurppp.. after the hectic week. & here i am. in front of the laptop. updating my blog.

so... there are lots of stories to be tell in here. for this post.. i will just put some of the Family Day's pictures & the rest of the pictures, u can see it in my facebook. click HERE to go the album. :)














Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Family Gathering

hello my dear readers. thanx for spending your time to come here & read those posts yang ntah ape ape. huu~ thanz a lot yaaa..

back to the title.. keluarga the Majid's ada melangsungkan satu hari keluarga. walaupun ada yang tak dapat hadir atas sebab2 yang tertentu. tapi alhamdulillah.. segalanya berjalan dengan lancar. & it was an awesome moment. hujung mggu yang membahagiakan. rasa cam tanak abis je saat2 yang terindah tu. huu~ melampau la kannn.. hehe

the family day was held at Port Dickson. The Legend International Water Homes. mmg 5 stars.. best giler tempat uh. cantek. mmg best ar. tataw nak cakap camne. nnti g la tempat tuh, & rasakan sendiri kehebatannya. hehe.. 3 hari 2 malam kat sane mmg asyikkkk.. :)

first day : nothing pon. sbb sampai pon da malam. so, biler sampai tuh. masuk bilik je, dok terkinja2 sbb bilik dier mmg TERHEBAT. siap ade pool lagi. pas da bergambo, da makan. salin baju.. terus terjun masuk kolam. hahaha.. ntah bape lame ntah dalam kolam uh. baru ingt nak kuar & tdo.

second day : sukaneka..! kat tepi pantai. suka suka suka..! malangnyer. ceq taboleh join. sbb urusetia kannnn.. aishhh.. dok mane2 pon cam tu la jugak. huhu. dari pagi. sampai ke petang kat tepi pantai uh. tgh ari uh stop sukaneka kejap. ktorang dok bantai men jetski, banana boat ngan aerohead. yang paling mencabar aerohead der. wa mmg terketar2 masa naek mnde alah uh. haha.. giler best..! tapi taboleh nk amek gmbo tgh2 laut kan.. so, tade gmbo tgh laut. huhu.. malam plak.. g dinner kat Avillion Port Dickson. ni lagi satu tempat yang mmg TERBAEK. lawah giler tempat uh. ktorang nye dinner plak kat tepi pantai. best ouhh...!!! & the saddest part was when Paklong was giving his speech. tapi ter'spoil' mood sbb abg kerul buat lawak. adeh laaaa.. hee~

third day : hari untuk beransur pulang. it was supposed to check out before 12 pm kann..? haha.. tapi yerla kann. kami ni da la ramai. mmg lambat la jadi nyer. around 2 la jugak baru kuar. haha.. giler degil kan..? org laen da tertggu2 nak check in. haha. then, bergambar ramai2 kat depan hotel tuh. afer that, every one was heading to Seremban. next destination umah Pak Itam. but my family went to other place dulu sbb kawan kakak kawen. kat Masjid Tanah. tak jauh pon. pastu terus gerak g Seremban. malam.. g dinner kat Chinese Restaurant. huu~ mmg lawak ar. kalo bercerita je.. tak menunjukkan keadaan yang sebenar. hehehe.. tak pe. lepas post nih.. lets da pictures do the talking. hehe..

ok.. rasa nyer. sampai cni je. gmbo akan di upload later.. wee~ byeeeee..

kisah si guru ganti *akhir*

hoho.. finally.. retired oredi maaa. haha.. cikgu pencen nih.. hahaha. done teaching. done working. now, lets pray for the offer from the upu. semoga ada rezeki untuk sambung belajar. aminn..

the last day.. lets talk about the last day. pagi uh kan ade perhimpunan & bacaan Yassin. so, lepas bacaan Yassin uh.. dok kejap tggu announcement then terus naek bilik guru. da sampai bilik guru uh. ade plak announcement macam nih..
"ok, hari ini hari terakhir bagi seorang cikgu kita kat sekolah ni. sape tau cikgu ape? hah.. hari ni hari terakhir bagi Cik Nur Syafiqah kat sekolah kita. jadi, kalau awak nak mintak maaf ke, ape ke. boleh jumpa terus Cik Syafiqah"
phewww.. nasib baek tak kne panggil berucap. kalo kne berucap, ade tercungap2 nak berlari ke bawah. huhuhu. &.. terharu biler students datang jumpa salam & peluk. students yang tapenah masuk kelas dorang pon, dorang datang salam. huu~

anak2 murid cikgu.. silalah belajar bersungguh-sungguh, harumkan nama sekolah, harumkan nama mak & ayah. yang paling penting.. jadilah manusia yang berguna fiddunia wal akhirati. semoga kalian menjadi insan yang berguna. aminn..