♥ eQa | RosLan ♥: April 2011

Thursday, April 28, 2011

googling

yes.. sumtimes we just google sumone's name to find out more bout that person. kann..? hahhh..! dun u ever dare to lie that u never did that.. wee~

so.. i was looking at my blog. & suddenly.. i saw this...

ahaxxx.. sapekah anda..? tapi kalo da taip TEACHER NUR.. mesti one of my student kan.. huhu. ke i ni perasantan je. hahaha.. ouhh.. anak murid pon da pandai nak jadi stalker ea..?? huhu

it is raining.

well.. it's raining. looks like the weather knows what's in my head & heart. huu~

ok. when im moody. then, all people around me will be affected too. *xcept for Zafri* busu loves you Zafri..!

so, just plz dun try to make me moody.

or u will get into the biggest trouble u ever met.

& hurmm.. SMILE.

even its a FAKE one.

its 28 yawww..

its been a year and 5 months..
hell yeah. 17 months..!
*yurpp.. some may see it as little, but we know what we had been through all this while*
& in 17 months..
so much things that we had been through together..
from the little things to do the biggest things.. huu

and.. yurpp.. even it is just 17 months.
i know i love him.

& i hope.
i wish.
i pray.
that this will last forever.
insyaAllah.. with Allah wills.

love cant just be described by words kannn..?
to you.. *u know who u are*
if only love can be described by words.
i guess.. there will be no specialties in LOVE.
& no surprises too..
just feel the love..
feel it deeply. & u know how big is my love for .

 err.. im no good in words.
huu~
i love you.
& i know.
i will always love you.
^_^

pssstt : love cannot be measured by only saying I LOVE YOU kannn..?

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

kisah si guru ganti 9

ouhh.. sembilan sudahhh. huu~ so.. whats up with the students & school & teachers..? hurmm...

students ea..? pupils are acting like they always acted. children kan. so.. what can we expect from them. huhu. playing here & there. being notty. yang comel pon biler da wat prangai rasa macam nak maen cubit cubit je. hehe.. anak orang la plak. tak pasal pasal masuk paper kang. ^_^..

sekarang. biler nak garang kat dorang. dorang da tak makan saman. yerlaa.. kan cikgu dorang ni baik hati. suka tersenyum. but once naek hantu kat dorang. diam nye sekejap je. tak sampai lima minit.. mula daaaa. men lari lari laa. fighting la. itu la. ini la. ouhh.. cikgu tableh duduk senang la dalam klas. i was once kicked the table and chair. konon nak takutkan dorang la. tapiiiii.. uhukk.. dorang tade perasaan ke ape..?? huhuhu. so. sekarang ni. cikgu amek inisiatif untuk memberi pandangan tajam. *konon la budak nak takut, lagi dorang lawan mata adela* ~.~

pasal skola plak. skarang tgh bulan budi bahasa. so, budak2 kne la berbudi dan berbahasa. cikgu2 pon la. ehh. ckgu2 mmg da berbudi dan berbahasa da. :) .. & banyak la jugak aktiviti sepanjang bulan budi bahasa nih. mewarna la. berpantun la. koir la. pidato la. ehh.. banyak laaa.. oleh itu.. mari kiter lihat hasil drpd bulan budi bahasa ini. later la. tapii.. budak kann. normal la tuh. insyaAllah. esok lusa.. jadilah manusia yang berguna.

bulan May nanti kan ade Hari Guru. & cikgu nur berkesempatan untuk menyambutnya. wee~ tak sabar.. tak lame lagi da. then, akan ade makan2 kat hotel untuk cikgu2. ade plak tukor2 hadiah. hadiah tu plak ade limit harga. minimum RM30. ekeke.. nak lebih pon boleh. so.. ade suggestion nak bg ape untuk cikgu perempuan yang berbangsa India..?? anyone..??

kalo pasal teachers.. mmg tade masalah la. semuanyer best best. :)  sangat friendly. bler terpk tang lagi sbulan nak tinggalkan skolah uh. macam sedih la plak. huhu.. nnti rindu kat kak mar & kak farida... nnti rindu rinduan kat seloka cikgu2 tuh. tak lame da tinggal. sebulan je lagiiiiii..

hurmm.. k la. tu je kisah cikgu yang tak berapa nak menarek kali nih. sbb.. budak2 semua buat perangaiii. hehehe.. till we meet againnn.. assalamualaikum

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

kisah si guru ganti 8

stand up...
good morning teacher Nur..
ehemm. look at your watch. is it morning..?
sory teacher, sory..
good afternoon teacher Nur.
good afternoon. sit down..
& the talk goes on & onnnnn.. huhu

   hello everyone..! how are you..? hope u r in a good health & in a good condition. physically & mentally. so.. its been a while huh i haven't update about my 'guru ganti' sequel. haha.. macam hebat la plak citer ko ni nur. aiyarkk.. hee~ i get in the 'perasantan' feeling once in a while. wee~ oops.. seems i oredi went far from my point. ok ok. lets go stret tu de poin. ^_^

   kan mengajar kH. skarang budak2 tgh dalam proses kerja kayu. & u know what..? of coz la u dunno kan. huhu.. bilik kH nggak bisa digunain selama sebulan..? hah..!? hape..??? sebulan..?!! iyerr. sebulan. kenape ea..? sebab.. bilik kH da jadi Klinik Pergigian. okokkk.. there's no room yang special untuk stuff yang macam tu. supposedly adela kan. so.. hurmm. kerja projek kayu tuh..? ape cer..? ntahhh. kne refer kat cikgu laen. huu~

   next.. im teaching PJK too. so, subjek PK. da tentulah everything is about healthy food, healthy life, healthy that, healthy this.. kann..? untuk budak2 nih. masuk da bab pemakanan sihat nih. so.. i taught them about healthy food & how bad it is if u r taking lots of junk foods and fast food. one day.. on one fine day. repeat.. on ONE FINE DAY.. i was sat on the stone while waiting for my uncle to pick me up from school. & my uncle a little bit late on that day. so, i was hungry actually. then pegi la kedai runcit tepi uh. g la beli BIKA. taw tak BIKA..? yang packet merah uh. sedap uhh.. bler da beli uh. dok la makan. ade la bdak2 yang kelas eden ajor PK uh. dok maen2 ngan dorang skali. suddenly.. suddenly laaaa kan. that boy..
boy : eh.. cikgu ajar kiter jangan makan bnda2 macam tu. tapi cikgu makan..
me : *& i was likeee.. err ~.~" againn. haha..* ehh.. cikgu takpe. cikgu bukannye slalu makan bnda2 ni macam awak.
boy & his friend : hehehehe

see.. children nowadays are clever. they did remember. but they didn't do it whereas they use it to against u back. huu~ & naughty too.

   & tadi dalam kelas PK gak. kept telling them the important of drink lots of water & what will happen if you dun take enough water. saying is easy than doing huh..? coz me myself is very hard to drink lots of water. haha.. cakap pandai. buat nyer tidak. macam mane la kan.. ishk ishk ishkk..

ps : left only a month and 7 days.

okay. im back.



haha.. it wont last long for me to keep silent in here. not even a week pon i left diz blog & i already here, posted sumthing new. lalala~ so.. a boooooo for me. haha

its kinda boring when u have nothing to do when the only thing u do when u r all alone is typing in here. & read sumone blog. but then.. u just stop & acting like blogging is not important. *sigh* i know i failed. huu~

& about my sequel. i guess. im gonna start it after this. just gathering all the things that i want to type in there. & hah.. i baked again. last Sunday i guess. i baked a corn custard. the taste.. ? like a pro one laa. haha. rasa nyer macam nak letak dalam cocktail laa.. perghh.. mmg lazat kan. hehehe

hurmm... what else..? ouhh nothing. huu~ ok. to be honest. im building up myself to be more independent, stronger, and hardworking too. as im a lazy girl afterall. so, hardworking is the most important thing for me to build up. haha.. sounds exuberant.. but anyone who knows me will laugh when they read this thing. HAHAHA.. im really confident bout that. hoo~ come on.. just give me some support to be more hardworking.. pehlisss.. wee~

& yeahh. my MUET. i am very OK with the listening, reading & speaking. & so damn fcuking hate the writing..!! huhu.. & hell yeah. stated there in my profile.. i love writing & its my passion for the TIME BEING..  i do love writing. but not ACADEMIC writing. whoahh.. justt.. hoping for the best. *finger cross* insyaAllah.

yeahh.. a quote for today. just sharing sumthing & it might as well helping you to be more stronger from day to day.

"it's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you are not."

Sunday, April 17, 2011

till we meet again

insyaAllah.
assalamualaikum

giving up..?

a'ah. too many pains. too many probs. just too much for me. kadang kadang da tak sanggup da. da tataw nak watpe. rasa nak bernafas pun da susah. i am giving up.. seriously.

mmg. mmg ak pandai cakap. ak pandai cakap kat orang yang Allah takkan memberi sesuatu dugaan melebihi kemampuan hambaNya. tapi ak.. ak rasa da macam melebihi kemampuan ak. rasa da terlalu heavy untuk ak pikul sorang2. & ak da tak larat.

penat. sakit. & ak da cukup dengan semua tuh. kenapa ak tak mati cepat. tade la ak nak merasa semua perit, sakit nyer dunia ni.

ak da tak larat Ya Allah. tiada yang mendengar kecuali Engkau. dengarlah rayuan hambaMu. hentikan lah semuanya. bawalah ak pergi dari perit dunia ini Ya Allah. ak mohon Ya Allah. bantulah ak. aminnn

Monday, April 11, 2011

sick. again & again

sekarang asik demam je. hurmm. cuaca kot. takpe lah. biler demam, biler sakit. insyaAllah. sedikit demi sedikit dosa dosa kecil terhapus. wallahu'alam.

tadi kat skola.. kepala da mmg tengah kusut. tambah plak demam. tambah plak breathing difficulty.. naek je kelas tadi.. badan da terhuyung hayang. mata da nampak tak nampak je. aishh.. mmg tataw da nak watpe. duduk je dulu kat kerusi uh. bdak2 macam biasa la. bising bising je kejaan mereka. gagahkan jugak badan uh. mane boleh dilayan sakit sakit nih. makin dilayan makin menjadi jadi. hurmm..

semoga dikurniakan dengan kesihatan yang elok. tanak la demam or sakit sakit lagi.

ps : eqa kan kuat. so, kuatkan lagi hati dan badan uh. insyaAllah. smua akan baek baek je.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

kisah si guru ganti 7

lame tak hapdet. ^_^

satu
   ok.. kan skarang tgh jadi couch bdak2 bola jaring.. so, around 3 ke 4 hari setiap minggu.. kne latih dorang. kira nya after skola la. dari 2.45 ptg uh sampai la ke 5.30. perghh.. mmg panassss.. so, haritu, last week laa. ade friendly match ngan few schools. masa game hari isnin uh.. mmg hancur la bdak2 nih maen. geram je rasa. rasa macam nk maen je. huhu.. tapiii.. bawah 12 la plakkkk.. da ar tengah kemaruk giler nak men netball nih. aishhh..

   tapi.. hari yang kedua.. dorang da improvised banyak laa. just few yang still stepping. takpe lah.. ni ade latihan lagi nih. sempat la kot dorang nak berlatih kaki uh.. so.. all da best la anak2 murid sekaliannn..

sebenar nyer nak citer laen. tapi still pasal training dorang ni la. ok.. last week, after abis training uh.. suruh la sorang budak nih angkat bakul bola uh. nak suruh simpan. so, suruh la dier follow cikgu dier nihh.. tiba tiba an. kedengaran la suara dier..
pupil : cikgu jalan kan.. macam gangster kampung..
me : ~.~" 

   ok.. fine. cikgu memang tak jalan ayu2. harap maklum. huhu. yerla. dulu masa plkn pon sama. *sory, terpesong sket. tp point tetap same. hehe* .. kejadian.. malam.. masa uh pakai baju kurung. nak g dewan makan. dengan member la time uh. pastu an.. ade sorang cikgu laki nih naek motor.. tiba2 berhenti kat sebelah..
cikgu : awak ni.. sayer tengok pakai kurung.. da cantik da. manis da..
me : *tersengih sengih. huhu
cikgu : tapi la kan.. gaya jalan ganas. cuba la ayu ayu sikit
me : hehehe.. *hanya mampu tersengih sampai ke sudah..
hahaha.. tableh blah ann.. nak buat camne. da mmg tableh ubah da cara jalan uh.. huhu

dua
  hari Sabtu. semalam la kan.. g zoo. kne jadi guru pengiring. nasib baek la anak murid 20 orang je. tu pon penat jugak nak menjaga dorang nih. huu~

   mengenai zoo. even im a Malaccarian. staying IN Melaka. & from my house to zoo just take only 10 minutes sumthing. but i guess this is the first sejak berumur sepuluh dan ke atas. huhu. last pegi masa sekolah rendah. ^_^

   best giler ouhh g zoo. walaupun tgk haiwan je. tapi bnyk info la kan. orang pon cam tak cayer je yang bawak budak2 nih adalah cikgu. ekeke. hah..!! nak dijadikan cerita. eden bawak la camera tu hah. excited nih nak hamek gmbo haiwan2. last last. masa berkumpul uh.. eden ingt nak la amek gmbo. ghupe ghupe nye. camera eden tak terisi dengan memory card. ~.~".. huhuhu.. hampeh je kan. ade cikgu tuh. bawak keta. makanyer, eden tumpang je la letak camera uh dalam kereta. sian eden.

   jumpa baboonnnnn.. bontot dier warna biru. muka dier unique. haha.. nanti nak pegi lagi pelizzzz.. sape nak pegi..? jom g same same. jom jom

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

lekk luu lekk luu.. ^_^

der. lek luu .. huu~ here are few reasons why am i asking u to be calm..

first
this blog.. my blog.. this blog was being created because i want to share anything that can be share with readers. ok?

second
this blog.. my blog.. isn't a place for me to start any argument or fights. ok?

third
this blog.. my blog.. is a place, hurmm.. actually the only place that i can spill out my dissatisfaction, anger, sadness, sweet, bitter, happy and ETC. my blog. so, it is up to me kan..?

forth
i have no intentions in hurting anyone feelings with my words in here, my blog. any dissatisfaction, u can tell me & we will try solve it. if possible la kan.

fifth
my only reason for having this blog because i want to share my writing & having some readers to read it. ok..?

so.. any consequences that may occur after u read anything in this blog.. i wont be responsible for it. it is on ur own risk. thank you

Monday, April 4, 2011

let it pass..

the past.. let it pass away with the wind. or.. the past.. let it be in ur mind, heart & soul. the past will always remain as memories. either sweet or bitter. it will always there.

hahaha.. cam pe je biler pk pk balik. bior la. mari kiter teruskan kehidupan ini.dengan ideology yang baru. hapuskan ideology lame. sbb ideology lame da tableh pakai. maybe boleh pakai.. dalam certain ctuations. maybeeeeeee..

huhuhu.. ntahh.. gelak je la. hehehe

BUBYE

Sunday, April 3, 2011

kisah si guru ganti 6

boleh sayer cerita semua kat cni je..? bior kasi panjang. boleh kannn..?? ok. sayer nak bercerita..

♥cerita satu
   astro datang sekolah untuk program Sekolahku Hebat.. & ade artis yang datang. sape ea artis uh..? opkos la korang da taw an.. Lisa Suriani & Jimmy Shanley. lisa ni an... mmg cantik giler arhh tgk depan depan. dalam tv da cantek. yang live ni lagi cantek. well, kalo sayer yang perempuan da cakap dier uh cantek. apetah lagi la orang lelaki an. yang tableh blahh. ade je la lelaki yang bersuara sumbang dok cakap kat sayer macam ni
"nanti tolong cakap kat lisa.. sory lah. abang tak dapat datang nak temankan lisa" err~! apekahh..? perasan sungguh la hangpa ni smuaaa.. huhuhu

Jimmy plakk.. mmg ensem. kan dier tgh ade probs an.. tapi haritu, dier nampak ok je. wallahualam. dalam hati tade sape yang tahu. moga Jimmy kembali bahagia selepas ini. aminnn..

pastu.. ade lofa.. kenal..? tak kenal..? kenal ke takkk..?? huhu.. kalo tak kenal. g search Neelofa kat Google. tak pon g search scandal terbaru Shah Jazle. ekeke.. dier pengacara untuk program Sekolahku Heba rasa nyer..

ok.. masa uh an.. tgh syok la amek gmbor lisa tgh bercakap. dan dan nak pusing g kat cikgu cikgu laen, ade plak kru Astro betol2 kat sebelah. dier tgh pegg camera, dok acu muka ceq. uwargg.. nak melatah da time uh. pas uh.. dier cakap " kejap yer, nak amek gambar cikgu jap" apekahh..? itu skali. pastu da dok tepi uh ngan Kak Faridah pon dier datang balik & dok acu camera lagi.. malu ceqqq.. :')

lepas settle semua.. kene masuk kelas & mengajar....... nasib bek tinngal 2 masa je. kH la tapiiii.. eh. tapi la kann. dlu time skola. kalo ade program yang macam tuh.. sti balik awal kann.. tapi ini tidakk.. no wonder dapa Sekolah Cemerlang. ^_^

♥ Cerita Dua
   ini berlaku pada hari Jumaat lepas. jumaat yang baru lepas nihh. sehari selepas Astro datang uhh.. kan kann..? ni masa last period. kelas darjah satu. pastu an.. bdak2 bdak nih dari maner ntah. sayer ni dok tggu la dalam kelas. then, one by one masuk.. tak lame pas uh kann.. idung ni kembang kempis kembang kempis. ingtkan sayer sorang la macam uh.. pastu dak2 ni pon dok cakap ade bau busuk gak.. mmg busuk ar kannn..

   sayer ni tanya sorang budak "Q~, awak berak ke?" pastu dier geleng je. takpe lah. pastu.. dak2 nih tak puas hati. dorang g bau sorang2 dekat.. last last.. "cikgu cikgu!! Q~ bau busuk! dier da berak!!" dalam hati sayer.. "tadi tanya... cakap tidak" huhu.. pas uh, sayer suruh la dier g toilet. kat kerusi pon ade sisa sisa yang tertinggal. huhuhu.. ambo terus naek atas. g bilik guru.. nak kol ayah dier. haihh laaa.. budak budak nihhhhh..

terubat juaa

terubat jua rindu di hati. tatkala rindu yang menggunung, tak tertahan lagi, akhirnya bertemu.. mata bertentang mata. senyum terukir di bibir. gelak tawa menghiasi. wakakaka.. tableh blah ayat. HAHAHA *muntah hijau*

nearly 14 hours.. & i love those moments. those moments that we spent together. i love it.  saya suka biler kiter bergembira. sayer suka sangat dengan gelak tawa awak. sayer bahagia awak. bahagia sangat.

saya suka masa kiter jalan jalan & berborak borak.
saya suka masa kiter tgh jalan nk g mcD dP.. yang masa awak nak jumpa kawan awak tuh. saya suka time tuh.
saya suka masa kiter jalan kat atas dP. masa awak nak g kat Subaidah. saya suka..
saya suka masa kiter dok kat padang dP uh. masa sayer tgh tunggu kawan2 sayer dari Terengganu sampai. saya suka.
saya suka masa kiter maen basket kat mP uh. masa sayer pegg budak kicik yang comel uh. saya suka.
saya suka masa kiter kat archery mP uh. masa sayer majuk sbb awak tanak tgk citer yg sayer nak tgk. suka suka.
awakkk.. senang citer. sayer suka setiap saat dan ketika semasa hadirnyer awak di sisi sayer.
daripada awal kiter jumpa kat Kempori.. sampai la ke saat ini..

awak awakk.. gelak tawa awak buat hati sayer gembira yang amat. senyuman awak buat sayer nak tgk awak je. pandangan mata awak buat sayer cair untuk kali yang ke berapa kali ntah. huhu..

sayer sayang dier. bukan niat sayer nk menunjuk kat orang sayer sayang dier. tidak. bukan itu niat sayer. niat sayer. andai ada yang membaca nota ini. doakan la kebahagiaan kami berpanjangan. doakan la kami dijodohkan bersama. doakan la yang terbaik buat kami. :). insyaAllah. doa yang same kami doakan kalian. aminnn..

to HIM.. i love you. u complete me. me complete u. sory for the imperfection. i love you Muhammad Afiq.

Friday, April 1, 2011

i have lots of stories to be tell. but im not in the mood. hurmm.. i'll be updating later.