♥ eQa | RosLan ♥: January 2012

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah. semester satu yang berjaya buat eqa. dulu masa diploma, semester satu sgt main2. bukan nye ape. dok rindu umah memanjang. nangis tak henti henti. hee~ homesick gler. yerlakan. tb2 je kne p jauhhhhh dari family. so, masa diploma.. semester satu tu agak ke laut la jugak..

then, untuk dgree, eqa mmg tanak main2 da.. mmg eqa put all the effort untuk dgree nih. mmg mula2 teragak2 jugak, sbb subjek sem satu ni bukan subjek biasa. huu~ nak nak lecturer po strict kan.

tapi, bler da tgk carry mark.. insyaAllah.. tercapai hasrat. untuk final plak. hurmm.. eqa mmg jenis tak suka stdy pon. dalam kelas uh, mmg focus seratus pratus *weewittt* hehe.. so, revision bler nak exam uh. hurmm.. tgk mood. tapiiii.. bler dikelilingi oleh rumet yang kaki study.. mmg kne la jugak tempias nye kan. agak tercabar tgk dorang study. eqa pon. ape lagi. amek buku study la. sambil tgk citer korea kat lappy kesayangan. hehehe..

& now.. final pon da abis. result pon da keluar. ALHADULILLAH. itu saja yg mampu. terima kasih ya Allah atas pemberian ini. dapat jugak banggakan mak & ayah :)

untuk semester2 yang akan datang, i'll do the best. for me & for my parents. insyaAllah..

Thursday, January 26, 2012

riadah di satu petang

semalam ktorang kuar. *eqa, akak, along, angah*. ingt nak g beli tudung aJ kat Utem. skali tutup da. adeh laaa. then lepas da g sane uh. ktorang gerak gi mydin ayer keroh plak. saje je jalan2 kat ctu. padahal tade ape pon. aishhh laaa..

then, timbul la idea kakak. nak g kayak kat Tasik Ayer Keroh. ktorang pon pegi lah. da sampai sane. mmg xcited gler ar kan. huhu~.

mula2 uh kitorang naek paddle boat. pastu men plak water ball. then ktorang ingt nak naek basikal yg ade dua paddle uh. tapi basikal da abis. so, ktorang maen la kayak. muahaha.. mmg sgt seronok. yg paling memenatkan masa maen water ball. mmg gler ar benda alah tu. tp best sgtttt...

& korang. kat tasik ayer keroh uh ade macam2 aktiviti. kalo korang free, ptg2 tu g la sane. ade wall climbing, paintball. & macam2 lagi. wee~ sempat promote kan. hehehe..

ni ade few gmbo. tgk laa. ^_^













Thursday, January 19, 2012

sunday, 15th January 2012

it was my last day for my final exam. my last paper. my grammar thingy paper. the only subject that i've been learning since school & still learning. & still not that pro. huu~ so, as the conclusion. my paper for that day was so-so.

then, few days before sunday, i asked him to come to serdang. to help me with those stuffs. hehe.. nak dijadikan citer, eqa ni mmg la seorang yg bengis+ego+degil. kannn..? so, adelah sumthing happened before Sunday tu. so. eqa cakap kat dier. "dah, tayah datang. i dun need u". ekeke. gler kejam & ego. padahal nak dier datang kot. then, ntah mcm mane ntah bole okay. so, the plan went as what we had planned.

pada hari kejadian.... eqa habis paper jam 3.30 ptg. & si mR. bunchet uh gerak kol 230.. so, kol 4.30 jugak la dier sampai. tu pun kat TBS. ekkkk.. pemalas nye bunchet nak datang upm. huhu.. abis je paper. balik ostel, makan & rushing amek barang kat bilik yang kat TINGKAT 5 tuh. & terus ke TBS....

sampai TBS... hai awak mR. Bunchet yg disayangi. :). saya bahagia nampak awak kat ctu.
makan2 lagi kat TBS.. tp mR. bunchet la yang monopoli makanan. hehehehe.. & & &.. beg sandang eqa ade pink pink taw. bler eqa suruh dier tolong bawakkan beg tu.. dier cakap macam ni "alaaa.. jatuh saham la pakai beg ni". hehe.. ade i kesahhhh...?? :D.

ktorang gerak balik mlka jam 7.25 ptg.

nota untuk si jantung hati..
"awak awak. terima kasih ye sbb datang. terima kasih sbb sudi tolong saya. terima kasih sbb sudi memenatkan diri awak tu. tp ok what. daripada awak terlantar atas katil buat taik mata je. at least, u do sumthing yang berfaedah sikit. tolong orang. kannn..? hehe.. sayang.. thanx a lot. i really appreciate it. later, boleh tolong i lagi. wee~. i love you. thanx sesangat.. & sorry sayang for having such a troublemaker girlfriend. huu~. thanx thanx & thanx..!! I HEART YOU. I LOVE YOU..!!"

eqa.Roslan

i will keep on smiling no matter what happen.
that is just me.
^_^

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

me, myself & the rest

i am acting like nothing has happened. in fact, it has happened.
i am acting like i am ok with those attitude by some people. but who cares?
things changed.
& people are slowly walking away.
& memories are slowly fading away.
& i am the only person who give a damn fucking care towards all the memories. but they are letting it go easily.

yes. i am the fool. who thoughts that everything was just fine. apparently, it was not the way i thought.

siapa aku untuk terus berpegang dgn sgala kenangan silam, yang bg aku kenangan yang tak mampu aku lupakan, yang buatkan satu hubungan itu kukuh dgn adanya kenangan2 manis bersama. yang bilamana satu masa nnti, tika butir bicara mengenai satu kenangan manis masa silam mampu membuka butir2 bicara lain mengenai kenangan manis lain. yang mana kenangan itu bukti satu perhubungan utuh yang pernah aku dan kalian lalui, lantas kita kongsikan kenangan itu bersama. kita sulamkan kenangan itu dalam ingatan agar ia terpamer indah.

& i am the only who has that kind of thought. pity me huh?

siapa saja yang akan terus menerus menghulurkan tali silaturrahim pada aku yang satu ketika dulu buat khilaf. dan hanya aku yang terus menerus menanti untuk kalian mencari aku kembali. haruskah impian itu aku titipkan? haruskah aku menunggu walau ku tahu itu sukar untuk terjadi. siapa aku untuk meminta itu ini? siapa aku untuk kalian pedulikan? 

hurmmm. & i'll put a fullstop here. my heart is getting weaker. night.





p/s : who cares? none of you. rite? thanx for the good memories. thanx for everything.

do we look alike?

serupa tak muka kami..??
hehehe~


Friday, January 6, 2012

words are dangerous

well, with words people can get hurt easily. normally in facebook, when u post sumthing to condemn sumone, but unfortunately, others are getting hurt. & not the intended person.....

& it seems hard for you to put thing in the right place again. hurmmm..

well i guess. it happens to me.. i posted that status for sumone. but there were people misunderstood it. seriously, what shud i do? i was blurred. shud i clear it out to that person. that the status wasn't for him/her.

it does put me in the state of blurriness. huu~

so, sorry guys for the words that may came out from my mouth. & the words that showed up in the facebook & blog. im sorry for the wrong i've made intentionally or unintentionally.


p/s : i need u as always. & i miss the way we used to be. the laughable moment. the sharing is caring part.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

negativity

negativity of everything in my mind.
shuhhh.. shuhh...
go away.

& happy new year dear friends. new year means new age. new age means we are getting older & death is getting closer to us.

so, what's ur new year RESOLUTION ? obviously, like before, when were still a lalala kiddos, we always talked about our new year resolution. siap list out lagi. yet, last year punyer azam pon tak settle2 lagi. huu~

when few people are busy talking about their new year resolutions, & i just sit there, listen to them or read those statuses in facebook. macam best la plak. muahaha.. seriously, i have no new resolution(s). i just want to forget about the past, the bitters. the happy memories but recently, it seems faded away, so im going to forget about all that junks. ya. junks. there no use to remember those things b'coz others were easily letting it go from their memory storage.

& i... deleting those junks. formatting my memory storage & store another memories. yaa, i know. it kinda hard to forget the past.. but i'll not stop praying for it. may Allah helps me. may the junks go away.

& yeahhh... one more thing.. being a smart student yang akan score setiap semester. HAHAHAHA.. angan2 mat jenin. tapi.. mmg nak macam tu pon.

err.. owkeh la. btw, kata2 untuk malam ini. never ever trust people easily...!!! sbb once kiter da percaya, & bler sumthing happen kiter akan sangat amat kecewa. trust me. :)





p/s : zaman skola was the best-est years ever. & it will never be da same for me.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

EXAM

good luck untuk semua yang menghadapi final exam..!
good luck untuk saya juga..!!!