meluah rasa...

ececehhh.. title nak jiwang kannn..? hehe..

well.. nothing really. just.. im not so happy with few changes that occured in my life right now. hurmm.. maybe im not yet used to it. time will heal it. insyaAllah. hopefully... because hurmm. ntah. dunno how to say it.

then.. hurmm.. sometimes, when we are hoping for something we can't put any high hope. just when what you were hoping is not happening, you will feel really bad about it. & never expect that people around you know you & your hopes. you can watch drama or anything. but you should not trust the drama 100% or should not compare it with the reality that you are living in. never & never do that. in the drama, for example, when the gF is pissed off & she's thinking of that her bF will do this & that. & suddenly the boy really do it. it just like the chemistry that live within them. duhhh~! really? & you, while you watching it.. "wahhh.. best nye.." "wahhh.. seronoknye ade bF macam tu" & blablabla. stop it sisters. the director & the script writer know the best way to make the story becomes interesting. so... stop dreaming & hoping that your life will be just like in the drama. nonsense. no such thing..!

*demn.. see.. dramas really give me bad influences in my life. hurmmm..

my families.

syukran jazilan to Allah almighty for giving me a perfect big happy families :). im blessed with these people around me. the love they show & teach to me & the rest is really amazing.

Ya Allah ya Rahman ya Rahim, grant them with a beautiful life here & afterlife. amin

Him ;)

the truth is.. he loves to see the simple me. but yeahh.. eqa kannn.. haha.. always trying her best to dress up & look nice in front of him, but then he will just keep whining & whining & bubbling. huu~!

& no matter how do i look in front of him, selekeh ke, wake-up face ke, ape ke.. he will stick with me. :)

ouhh.. he said.. "jangan gemok sangat k sayang". hahahaha.. suka ati arrrrr.. hehehe.. love u sayang.

selamat hari tua mR. Bunchet :)

HAPPY BESDAY MY SOON-TO-BE-EHEMMM..
hehe

selamat hari tua sayang. selamat segalanya. 3 kali besday awak da kiter bersama. insyaAllah. gonna celebrate it later & gonna celebrate it together with me for the rest of our life. insyaAllah. by Allah's will.

sayang.. my prayers are always with u. i love u sayanggg..!! & ur present for ur besday... secrettttt. hee~

by the way... kita sebaya. HAHAHAHA

demam lagi & lagiii

duhh.. tahun ni je bape kali da demam ni. aduhhh.. sgt lemah antibodi tahun ni. tataw la da knpe dgn badan ni..

ni da 2 ari demam. start selesema. then demam. then batuk. ni pon tgh dalam kondisi yang macam tu. haihh laa..