holiday peeps..!

happy holiday to me...!! & my friends of course. huu~

2 months of holiday.. full ramadhan & full syawal with le famili.. :)

imma happy girl. hehehe..

Not feeling well

Im not feeling well. Both mentally n physically. These few days made my body aching n weaken. Plus the exam. Haihhh.. ned home. Need rest. Need vacation. REALLY NEED THEM...!

hell-o june :)

hello june. yeahh.. a bit late. but, do i care..? hehe..

so, now im in the battle. battle of the semester. heh. final exam is here.. 2 papers down. 4 more to go. got to read lots & lots & lots of notes. coz my lecturer didn't gve any clues for her final. *serve me right*. da la x suka membaca. pastu kne baca sebeban notes. eh.. berbeban-beban. *ade ke perkataan tu?*. wtver..

a week in the battle. then i'll be free..

& sooooo.. pray for me & my fellow soldiers. huu~ in the battle kann..? i'll be busy. till then... assalamualaikum..

a reward to self

last saturday, i went to a dinner. MAKPA.. a college dinner.

and i was awarded with an award. alhamdulillah.. at least, i got something for myself. after being a hardworking students & daughter. i got something for myself. no.. its not the end yet. got a long journey to go. & i have to do many things in order to have another reward for myself & of course for my dearest parents.

mom & dad.. this is the least i can give you for the moment. wait for me till i end up this journey. i'll give u a lot more. insyaAllah.. doakan yang terbaik untuk anakmu.

last but not least. thanx mak & ayah for all the guidance, lessons & everything that both of u give to me since my existence in mom's tummy till now. thanks a lot.

my days

these few days, i wasn't living it to the fullest. till now.. too many things happened. my fault? hurmm. maybe.

aku kembali jatuh. ye.. jatuh tersungkur. sakit. luka dalam. parah. aku tersembam. sakit sangat.

faham?

i don't feel the same anymore. ya Allah. dugaan apekah ini?

sampai satu saat.. aku dah tak bermaya langsung. alangkah bgus kalau aku tak elak dari kne langgar haritu. alangkah bagus kalau aku statik je, tggu sampai kne langgar. alangkah bagus kalau kat ctu juga nafas terakhir aku..!!!

ye.. ni saat nya. saat aku dah tak bermaya nak bangun. saat aku jatuh, dan aku x mampu nak bangun sendiri. sekarang.. aku tak bermaya. aku tahu akan hukumnya meminta kematian. aku tahu hukumnya. tapi aku tak berdaya.

terima kasih Allah untuk hidup penuh warna warni. terima kasih untuk pelangi pelangi. terima kasih untuk segalanya. terima kasih untuk meminjamkan nyawa. terima kasih semua orang.