end of February. March is coming.
sayang..
hepi 1 year & 3 months..!
^__^
& still counting dear.
i love you.
love you
love you
LOVE YOU..
FAHAM..?!
^__^
May the blesses be with us.
May the happiness be with us.
saya sayang awak auww..!!
your's,
eqa
Monday, February 28, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
tade TAJUK
hurmm.. tade tajuk.
dulu penah cakap, bler rasa itu hilang..
maka..
hilanglah rasa yg utamanya.
kan?
& takut.
biler rasa itu hilang.
hilang rasa utama itu.
hurmm
*nota KAKI tak berapa nak KAKI :
baru baek batuk2. then sakit tekak. then batuk2 balikkkkk..
:(
dulu penah cakap, bler rasa itu hilang..
maka..
hilanglah rasa yg utamanya.
kan?
& takut.
biler rasa itu hilang.
hilang rasa utama itu.
hurmm
*nota KAKI tak berapa nak KAKI :
baru baek batuk2. then sakit tekak. then batuk2 balikkkkk..
:(
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
its finally here
the time. the time dat i always scared of. the time is here. she's gonna be someone's someone. finally. hurmm..
she is the only one i have. d only one who sometimes will listen to me when i was babbling bout this & that. the only who i will search whenever i was facing some problems. the one who will call me when she was in a mess. the one who will spend her money when i ask for it. huu~ the only one for everything. she is going to be someone's someone.
hurmm.. what can i do. itulah suratan yang tertulis sejak azali. di loh mahfuz telah menyatakan masanya telah tiba. iaitu.. tidak lama lagi..
im gonna miss her when she's gone. im gonna miss her a lot to tease her.
kakak. all the best in your life. may the happiness will always be by ur side. may the bless always be with u. sayang kamuuu.. *malu nak cakap depan2* hahaha..
she is the only one i have. d only one who sometimes will listen to me when i was babbling bout this & that. the only who i will search whenever i was facing some problems. the one who will call me when she was in a mess. the one who will spend her money when i ask for it. huu~ the only one for everything. she is going to be someone's someone.
hurmm.. what can i do. itulah suratan yang tertulis sejak azali. di loh mahfuz telah menyatakan masanya telah tiba. iaitu.. tidak lama lagi..
im gonna miss her when she's gone. im gonna miss her a lot to tease her.
kakak. all the best in your life. may the happiness will always be by ur side. may the bless always be with u. sayang kamuuu.. *malu nak cakap depan2* hahaha..
Monday, February 21, 2011
life seorang guru ganti
haha.. tajuk nak macam ape je kan. huhu.. ok ok..
sebelum ni kan. i was a farmer. who planted lotsa plants tp didnt worked out. haha.. cam hampeh je an. ok la. before ni, sayer sorang penganggur terhormat. dok umah makan tido je la. eh. tak jugak. ade je kemas umah bagai. huhu.. then, tdo pon klo matahari belum nak nampak bayang.. mmg mata ni takbleh nak pejam. asik dok hadap tv ngan pC je kje.
sekarang. da ade kje nihh. tido nak awal. pukul 10.30 malam mata da terkebil2 da. bangun nak awal. 5.45 pagi uhh..! balik umah, tableh nak melepak2 da. balik umah kne wat kje. huhuhu.. bler keje da siap. baru boleh melepak.. agagaga..
ok la kot. kene la membiasakan diri macam nih. kalo tak, sampai biler nak macam kelawar. hahaha..
ok la.. nak tido da.. bubyeeee
sebelum ni kan. i was a farmer. who planted lotsa plants tp didnt worked out. haha.. cam hampeh je an. ok la. before ni, sayer sorang penganggur terhormat. dok umah makan tido je la. eh. tak jugak. ade je kemas umah bagai. huhu.. then, tdo pon klo matahari belum nak nampak bayang.. mmg mata ni takbleh nak pejam. asik dok hadap tv ngan pC je kje.
sekarang. da ade kje nihh. tido nak awal. pukul 10.30 malam mata da terkebil2 da. bangun nak awal. 5.45 pagi uhh..! balik umah, tableh nak melepak2 da. balik umah kne wat kje. huhuhu.. bler keje da siap. baru boleh melepak.. agagaga..
ok la kot. kene la membiasakan diri macam nih. kalo tak, sampai biler nak macam kelawar. hahaha..
ok la.. nak tido da.. bubyeeee
Sunday, February 20, 2011
sakit
ye. sakit. sakit tekak. da rasa makin bengkak. hurmm. esok skola. ade kelas. nak kne mengajar. macam mane.? sakit tawuu..
hurmm. buang lendir pon, berdarah.
Ya Allah. panjangkanlah umurku. Berikanlah aku kesempatan untuk membahagiakan mak dan ayah. kurniakanlah kesihatan yang elok kepadaku. aminn..
sakit. sakit semuanya. hurmm
hurmm. buang lendir pon, berdarah.
Ya Allah. panjangkanlah umurku. Berikanlah aku kesempatan untuk membahagiakan mak dan ayah. kurniakanlah kesihatan yang elok kepadaku. aminn..
sakit. sakit semuanya. hurmm
no where to go
sedih nyer. Allah je yang taw. sejak 2 menjak nih. posts smua nk bnda sedih je kan. sowi laa. nak buat macam mane. hidup ni terlalu bnyk dugaan & cabarannyer. kan?
no where to go. tade tempat nk tuju. tade tempat nak mengadu domba. tade sape2 da. habis lesap semua.
hurmm. takpe la. terima aje.
"Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim. berikan ak kekuatan. untuk menempuhi hari hari ku. bantu lah ak Ya Allah."
no where to go. tade tempat nk tuju. tade tempat nak mengadu domba. tade sape2 da. habis lesap semua.
hurmm. takpe la. terima aje.
"Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim. berikan ak kekuatan. untuk menempuhi hari hari ku. bantu lah ak Ya Allah."
last post
bukan last post untuk selama-lama nyer. juz. last post for tonite.
i read sumthing just now. read it over & over again. sambil baca, sambil berpikir.
"terima lah pasangan anda seadanya".. whoaa.. suka je ayat nihh. suka. mmg suka. tp an. kalo sayang betul betul, baru seseorang itu mampu menyayangi dan menerima pasangan seadanya.. kan..??
kalo tak dapat menerima seadanya.. rasa nyer. sayang belum cukup kuat..
hurmm. ntah. pendapat diri sendiri. tapi kalo ade sesape yang terbaca post nih. mesti ade pendapat laen..
ok la. sampai sini je rasa nyer. bye
i read sumthing just now. read it over & over again. sambil baca, sambil berpikir.
"terima lah pasangan anda seadanya".. whoaa.. suka je ayat nihh. suka. mmg suka. tp an. kalo sayang betul betul, baru seseorang itu mampu menyayangi dan menerima pasangan seadanya.. kan..??
kalo tak dapat menerima seadanya.. rasa nyer. sayang belum cukup kuat..
hurmm. ntah. pendapat diri sendiri. tapi kalo ade sesape yang terbaca post nih. mesti ade pendapat laen..
ok la. sampai sini je rasa nyer. bye
Untitled Post
another untitled post. harap maklum. huu~
am not gonna babbling too much. so.. cut it short..
biler diri da buat yang termampu, tapi tak dihargai. makna nyer. tiada lagi percubaan untuk buat yang termampu.
biler diri da sehabis daya menjaga hati insan lain. tapi tak dihargai. makna nyer. tiada lagi belas kasihan.
im not gonna give a damn anymore. u tell me what u want. i'll follow ur WISHES.
im not gonna be da same anymore. as u wish.
im not gonna be a good girl anymore. as u deserve it.
AND
im not gonna have the sympathy anymore. coz u, urself have no sympathy at all.
NEVER.
owkeh. sudah.
ape orang bagi. itu yang kiter kena bagi balik.
new principle. new life. new me.
BYE.
am not gonna babbling too much. so.. cut it short..
biler diri da buat yang termampu, tapi tak dihargai. makna nyer. tiada lagi percubaan untuk buat yang termampu.
biler diri da sehabis daya menjaga hati insan lain. tapi tak dihargai. makna nyer. tiada lagi belas kasihan.
im not gonna give a damn anymore. u tell me what u want. i'll follow ur WISHES.
im not gonna be da same anymore. as u wish.
im not gonna be a good girl anymore. as u deserve it.
AND
im not gonna have the sympathy anymore. coz u, urself have no sympathy at all.
NEVER.
owkeh. sudah.
ape orang bagi. itu yang kiter kena bagi balik.
new principle. new life. new me.
BYE.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
its just the beginning
the beginning of my working days. hohoho.. last monday, i was so damn exhausted. i was not having a comfortable sleep a night before. & i was not able to sleep till the morning. at school.. i was having the greatest headache ever. huhu.. sbb tak cukup tido plus kepanasan yang kemelampauan. mmg sakit la. balik uh.. tak buat ape da. tido dgn baju2 kurung terus. tapi bgn tido pon. tetap sakit kepala. kesian kann..?
& today. alhamdulillah. ok jugak. just ade perubahan jadual sikit.
PJK, KH & BI. 3 subjects. BI uh.. insyaAllah la boleh kan. sbb da penah ngajo BI. yang lagi 2 uh.. huhuhu.. kene mintak pendapat cikgu2 laen.. :)
esok plak.. ade merentas desa. selamat berlari adik2. ^__^
& today. alhamdulillah. ok jugak. just ade perubahan jadual sikit.
PJK, KH & BI. 3 subjects. BI uh.. insyaAllah la boleh kan. sbb da penah ngajo BI. yang lagi 2 uh.. huhuhu.. kene mintak pendapat cikgu2 laen.. :)
esok plak.. ade merentas desa. selamat berlari adik2. ^__^
Monday, February 14, 2011
antonym of good mood
i am not in the good mood. dunno why. mybe of the tiring day of mine plus the hot weather this few days. make me really uncomfortable & having a headache. ade kne mengena tak mood dgn penat & sakit kepala..? ade je kann..
really. no mood at all. dun ask me why. just dun. ok?
certain things are not in the right place. certain things are making me mad. certain things are just uninvited.
dunno how to describe things actually. coz.. im the type of keep my mouth shut when somethings happened. no words would be nice to use accept the CURSING words. yurpp. so.. keep my mouth shut is the BESTTTT thing to do.
& moment right now it the BEST moment for me to talk all the nonsense thingy. merapu is ME actually.. mengarut is TOTALLY NUR SYAFIQAH MOHD ROSLAN..
arghhh..! wanna scream..!!
so.. y dun just let me write anything so that i can recover from the crap mood. tapii.. tataw nak cakap ape.hurmm.. sedih. sakit. penat. kecewa. menyampah. semua yang negative ade la. need something to calm me down. haihh
*really. im not in the good mood. i dunno y. & do not ask me y. ok??
really. no mood at all. dun ask me why. just dun. ok?
certain things are not in the right place. certain things are making me mad. certain things are just uninvited.
dunno how to describe things actually. coz.. im the type of keep my mouth shut when somethings happened. no words would be nice to use accept the CURSING words. yurpp. so.. keep my mouth shut is the BESTTTT thing to do.
& moment right now it the BEST moment for me to talk all the nonsense thingy. merapu is ME actually.. mengarut is TOTALLY NUR SYAFIQAH MOHD ROSLAN..
arghhh..! wanna scream..!!
so.. y dun just let me write anything so that i can recover from the crap mood. tapii.. tataw nak cakap ape.hurmm.. sedih. sakit. penat. kecewa. menyampah. semua yang negative ade la. need something to calm me down. haihh
*really. im not in the good mood. i dunno y. & do not ask me y. ok??
SORRY
attention all.. :)
im sorry for the temporary missing in action of my blog. hehehe.. i changed my blog's address yesterday without knowing that people might having a little bit difficulties of finding by blog.
im sorry dear..
^__^
im sorry for the temporary missing in action of my blog. hehehe.. i changed my blog's address yesterday without knowing that people might having a little bit difficulties of finding by blog.
im sorry dear..
^__^
Saturday, February 12, 2011
bila lahhh agaknye kan
bila lah agaknyer impian nak tercapai..? uhukk..
nak kumpul camera. DSLR da ade. even yg amatur nye. takpe. asalkan ade. paling tidak pon. beli lens camera je. nak holga.. nak vintage camera. nak polaroid.. nak nak nak.. nak semua jenis camera. dari yg terkecil. hingga terbesar. dari yang tertua.. hingga yang termoden. ouhh.. bila lah agaknyer akan terkumpul camera2 ku ini..? huhu
nak upgrade DSLR ke tahap yang lebih maju. maybe tak la kot. if im a great photographer. or im a person who use photography to make money for living. maybe kne la kot upgrade. tapi klo takat amek gmbo pon cikai2 je. mmg tak la nak upgrade. huhuhu..
im having a DSLR because i love photography actually. to pursue my study in art & photography.. it's my dream. still dreaming bout it. but... im not really fit to the qualification BECAUSE i am wearing spectacle. err~! ape ape aje la kelayakan mereka nih. aishh.. eh.. rasanyer, lotsa photographers out there are wearing spectacle kannn...?? ahhh.. takpe takpe. i WILL make my dream come true. bak kata Si Bunchet "Stop saying i WISH. start saying i WILL" woot woott..
& hurmm.. my parents.. they didn't allow me to take that course. huu~ takpe laa.. parents always right. kan kann..??
APE YANG PENTING sekarang ni..!!! start simpan duit eqa. jangan la dok boros2. ok..?? chaiyo eqa..!!!
nak kumpul camera. DSLR da ade. even yg amatur nye. takpe. asalkan ade. paling tidak pon. beli lens camera je. nak holga.. nak vintage camera. nak polaroid.. nak nak nak.. nak semua jenis camera. dari yg terkecil. hingga terbesar. dari yang tertua.. hingga yang termoden. ouhh.. bila lah agaknyer akan terkumpul camera2 ku ini..? huhu
nak upgrade DSLR ke tahap yang lebih maju. maybe tak la kot. if im a great photographer. or im a person who use photography to make money for living. maybe kne la kot upgrade. tapi klo takat amek gmbo pon cikai2 je. mmg tak la nak upgrade. huhuhu..
im having a DSLR because i love photography actually. to pursue my study in art & photography.. it's my dream. still dreaming bout it. but... im not really fit to the qualification BECAUSE i am wearing spectacle. err~! ape ape aje la kelayakan mereka nih. aishh.. eh.. rasanyer, lotsa photographers out there are wearing spectacle kannn...?? ahhh.. takpe takpe. i WILL make my dream come true. bak kata Si Bunchet "Stop saying i WISH. start saying i WILL" woot woott..
& hurmm.. my parents.. they didn't allow me to take that course. huu~ takpe laa.. parents always right. kan kann..??
APE YANG PENTING sekarang ni..!!! start simpan duit eqa. jangan la dok boros2. ok..?? chaiyo eqa..!!!
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