♥ eQa | RosLan ♥: September 2011

Friday, September 30, 2011

look alike

ok.. macam ni  cerita nye. daripada awal masuk UPM ni la kan. few yg jumpa eqa. then borak borak. they said like this
"eh.. muka akak ni macam muka artis la"
"err.. sape plak..?"
"macam Dira. Dira abu zahar tu"
~.~'' dabel sweat. hahaha

seriously...? ade iras kahh..? dun think so la. jauh kottttt.. me look prettier.. HAHAHAHA. *ye, saya masuk bakul angkat sendiri* ^__^

tak cukup ngan Dira abu zahar tuh. ade gak cakap muka eqa macam Adira Af8. ade ke patut...? 

then.. used to hear from few people too. before masuk UPM nih. time skola & time UDM dlu kannn.. they said muka eqa macam Ngasriah Ngasri also known as Anne. huhuhu..

haihhhh laaaa.. macam macam la kannn..? dorang yg kopipes muka eqa. bukan eqa k. hehehe.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

imma student..!

rasa nya, its been few posts yang eqa bercakap pasal eqa ni plajar kannn..? huhu.. bior la. nak cakap gak lagiii..

so, my life as a student. againnn.. hurmm.. its quite ok i guess. i have my friends here. ZANI especially nye. my talkative friend. huhu.. she is in the same course as mine. MIZAH is in B.A. English Literature. ouhh & we are not in the same college (blok dekat je pon) muahaha.. so, setiap hari g class dengan Zani. though few classes we're not in the same group but our classes are in the same time. so, g la same same kan. mizah je la. ade satu class je kot yang same dgn dier.


& we are the oldest kot untuk batch ni. HAHAHA.. tapi takpe. mostly cakap eqa cam 19 jew.. *haha..bangga nih*

basically everything is ok. my subjects.. those are subjects yang mmg da blaja masa diploma dlu. ade yang dapat exemption, yang laen tuh.. harus lahhhhh diambil. huhu.. insyaAllah... untuk degree ni.. tade da maen2 masa diploma dlu. i'll do my best. & all i think is my parents. i know i have to do something for them. & having a degree, make them proud with my results. that are maybe the best thing i can do for them.. for now.

so, doakan lah kejayaan eqa. & eqa doakan jugak kejayaan untuk rakan2 sekalian k. insyaAllah.

notakaki : mak ayah, i'll do this for both of you k. i'll make sure that i will. eh no. i must do the best. thanx for everything. thanx for raising me up. thanx for all the sacrifices u have done for me. thanx. & orang minta maaf untuk semua salah orang. minta maaf sbb menjadi anak yang bnyk buat salah, kadang2 ter'derhaka'. minta maaf mak ayah. doakan kejayaan orang k. i love both of you.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

hey 28th..!

heyya...! its 28th of the month. :)

to mista Bunchet..
happy 22nd month bunchet...
another 2 months to make it officially 2 years.
wow.. so many 2 huhh..? huhu

err.. i know, im not doing this at 12 sharp in the midnight.
but trust me. i want. but i waited for u last nite.
u know kannn.. since bergelar STUDENT ni.. i always sleep early. kannn..?
so.. i cant hold my eyes to keep it open till midnight. & type a post.
or wait for u the whole night.
but what can i do. u didn't make any move.
& I WAS THE ONE WHO WISHED IT FIRST..
baek kann i..???
even we were in some complicated situation this morning.
huhuhu..

hey BUNCHET..!
thanx for everything. thanx for being there whenever & wherever i need u.
thanx for soothing me when im down.
thanx for being patient with my silly, immature attitude.
thanx a lot.
for everything that i will never ever can repay.
we are so different. kannn..?

with words, its never enough to show the real love kan..?
my act pon, its never enough to make u believe that i love u kan..?
but, trust me.
i love u.
& i know, that feeling is there since the first time i met u.
& i still can remember all the memories at there.
& how i feel when i saw u. how i got jealous when i saw u with others.
& how silly i am to have a feeling for a stranger. for someone i never met before.
& i always thought that i was dreaming. to have u as mine.
& i feel like a fairy tale.
:)

err.. panjang da rasanye. huu~
last...!!!
I LOVE YOU MISTA BUNCHET...!!!


Saturday, September 24, 2011

the TOO

don't trust TOO much
don't love TOO much
don't hope TOO much
because that TOO much can hurt u so much..

there is a time

there is a time or situation where u will be alone. some will say they will be by urside wherever or whenever u need them. but.. it is not all the time.

& i am facing it. where i have to confront it on my own.

when u need someone, he/she rarely there for u. but when they need u, u will always do ur best for them. life is unfair kan?

Monday, September 19, 2011

i am 22 y/o

i am 22 years old..!!
hepi birthday to me.
:)

i want to celebrate my birthday with my families & mr. Bunchet.
tapi pagi2 lagi mak da col.
mak nyanyikan lagu besday.
then ayah plak.
huu~
tgh malam td, masa tdo..
mR. bunchet called & wished me.
huu~ tapi tade kesempatannya.

& today. on my birthday.
a million thanks to my room-mates.
tersangat-sangat berterima kasih untuk cake.
& the surprise.
thanx sangat akak2 bilik yg super duper cool.
yang blakon tak hengat dunia. huhu
terpedaya eqa auwww..
thanx sgt sgt..!!!
^_^

a note to myself : i am supposedly act matured than before. think matured than before. i am 22 y/o. & i am supposedly have to stand on my own without relying on others. insyaAllah.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

bler hati kat umah

so, tadi bertolak dari melaka dalam kol 5 ptg. then kereta mmg bnyk giler la kan all the way nak ke seremban uh. dari bandar da bnyk kereta da.

dalam kereta, kepala otak & hati still kat umah. huu~ berat hati mehhhh.. nak bawah ketiak mak & ayah. mak ayah..!! SAYANG SANGAT KAT MAK AYAH TAW..!!!

ok ok.. bukan itu yang nak diceritakan. tadi sampai kat stesen KTM seremban dalam 6 lebih. so...
me : ke seremban satu
abg kaunter : ehh.. jangan la main main
me : mane de main2. nak ke seremban la..
tetibaaa
me : eh.. jap jap. salah. nak ke serdang.. *malu gilakkk*
abg kaunter : ni da bgn tido ke belom?
hahahahaha..
memang giler kannn..?? adeh laaa. eqa eqaaa.. sewel sungguh anda ni..

dalam train.. ya Allah. mampat. macam sardin. sardin pon ade ruang2. huhu. sampai serdang da kol 8 kott.. then tggu bus UPM plak. then balik ostel.. thennnnnn.. ostel takde air...!!! haihhh...

takpe la. itu kisah siswi buat masa ini. hehe.. bersambung lagi yurppp.. tata..!

eh jap.. zani dapat masuk UPM..!!!!

the WE, the US.


i love you. & there will be no full-stop.

sekali lagi

bubye melaka.
hello serdang. hurmmm

berat hati je rasa nak balik. huu~
tp akan cuba balik jugak. takpe la.
melaka - serdang. tak jauh da kan.
lagipon nak settlekan ptptn nnti.

so, lepas ni. jarang sket la nak meng'update' blog.
al-maklum la. wifi uni kann.
maka, jgn la marah kalo blog ini sepi.

kepada awak.
maafkan saya kerna tak mampu memenuhi permintaan awak.



Saturday, September 17, 2011

new chapter of life

hollaa everybody. its been a longgggggggggg time since my last post, kannn...?? so, here i am no. updating my new life. my new chapter of life.

so, as u know, in my last post, it was stated there that i am furthering my study in UPM. ok.. i am taking Bac. in English Linguistic. course ni sbenarnye.. same je ngan TESL dlu.. but, right now, i am trying to change my course. nak amek TESL balik. so, doakan lah saya berjaya menukar course. ok..?

my orientation days. sbb ade 4 hari je orientasi nye. huu~ ok la kot. just.. yaaa.. i was homesick. haha. sengal jaa kann..? umah takde lah jauh macam masa study kat terengganu dlu. but heyy.. homesick is still homesick, okkkk..?

my 1st week in UPM, it was ok. UPM is not like UDM, where i could just walk to here & there but in UPM i have to get on the bus. & mostly everything is on my own. its one way of being independent kan.. huhu.. berdikari la sangat. insyaAllah.

now saya kat rumah. tapi esok da balik UPM. & maybe after 5 weeks baru boleh balik. sbb every Saturday i have to attend my Koku class. balik yg lagi 5 weeks tu pon sbb cuti sem. nasib baek umah dekat. huhuhu..

so.. tu je la kot wat masa ni. byeee..

pssstt : doakan saya berjaya di UPM. :)

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

UPM

i am going there.
UPM..
hurmm..
mix feelings.

Ya Allah, permudahkan jalan yang ku akan lalui. aminnn..

p/s : awak jangan nakal2 ye sayang. i love u. gonna miss my life at home. gonna miss my mom & dad.wee~ cam bebudak kann..? agak laaa.. :)

Monday, September 5, 2011

study time.

ouhh no. its coming. 1 day left. & its on the day after tomorrow. i haven't pack anything yet. i haven't prepare anything yet including myself. huhu

yesterday, i was anxious. thinking about this & that. what should i bring, what should i do, is there anything else that i haven't fill up. how am i going to start a new day at there. how this & that, what this & that. & everything. & yesterday, when i was thinking about this, suddenly i felt nervous. huu~ my heart started beating faster than ever. ya la. its been a year i didn't do anything. my brain hadn't function well. kannn..? so, im a bit scared pon ade jugakkk.

sooooo, i have to make a move right now. start to gather all the stuffs, & pack them up into the luggage.. & do pray for me yaaa. huhu.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

my raya.. :)

my raya this year. it was so-so. ^_^. i'm no longer little girl kan.. so, raya is something yang biasa biasa aja la kot. no more eager feeling for raya. exception for MAKAN.. hehehe..

& eager to meet my big families. because raya is the only time for us to gather & meet each other. not the only time la. but u know la how it feels when u & ur big families celebrate something together kannn..? so, i was eager to meet them. & today... they are back to their hometown.

& im counting for the next time for us to gather again.

so, i'll put some picture here. & the rest of the picture. u can see it in my facebook. but.. maybe i'll update them a bit late. wee~

p/s : me & my cuzzies... we LOVE to take pictures. lot of them. huhu








Friday, September 2, 2011

eidul fitri

wahhh.. tgk kat fB, ramai je yg da upload gmbo raya. huu~ takpe lah. untuk eqa.. i will celebrate raya till puas, da amek gmbo puas2, then baru sumbat dalam fB. hehehe..
kannnnn...?? baru syiokkkk habis. huhu

so, 1st sampai 3rd raya, eqa & family raya kat Selangor. kat Bandar Sunway. taw katne..? alaaaa.. yg dekat ngan Sunway Pyramid uh. jalan kaki je da sampai. huhu~ masa kat Selangor uh, ada lah berhari raya kat umah2 sdare kat Damansara, Puchong, err. Klang. hah.. tu la. puas beraya kat highway. huhu.. ^_^

so, untuk raya tahun ni, i will hold sampai la camera uh da penuh memory nye. wee~

& petang ni plak, nak gerak g Batu Pahat. umah paklong plak.... actually, umah sdare2 yg dekat ni tak beraya lagi. haha.. takpe, they can wait. ^_^

till then.. bubye sayang sayang semua.