the CYCLE

You meet new people, become friends, and you eventually become close. You become a group who hangs out on a daily basis. Relationships and feelings form. You have fights and arguments among each other. Break ups happen, friendships are lost, and groups are fallen apart. And you become strangers slowly. But at the end of the day, deep down inside, you miss everything you had with the people you lost - Kristina Bellantes

happy 2nd anniversary

happy 2nd anniversary
happy 24th months
happy 730 days..!!!


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2 years & keep counting honey
i love you
& the love is always blooming.
& it just for you.

no matter how much we get into a fight
but it just a fight kann?
not affecting our love pon.
betol tak..?
ke it does affect ur love?

huu~

ada cara lain untuk express my love tak?
i reti guna perkataan je.
hee~

i LOVE YOU BUNCHET...!!!!!
thanx for everything.
thanx for the love honey..!!
lots of love from ur gemuk.. :)

reminiscing our first met. tp ni masa g jambori aritu. hee~

ke-busy-an

ouhh ye.. mmg bz. life as a student ini. sgt bz. dgn assignments yang melambak-lambak. dengan proposal itu ini nye. dengan nak menguruskan diri nye. huu~ bz dowhhhh..

so, aritu da lepas satu proposal. alhamdulillah, just kne follow up dgn perkara2 lain sampai la hari kejadian tu nnti. nak kne cari sponsor, nak kne settle itu ini.hopefully, smua nye nnti berjalan dengan lancar.

& i have another proposal to be settled up. yang paling tableh blah, trus bagi kerja untuk buat proposal event besar kot.
game wall-climbing inter university in malaysia. erkkk.. den da la 1st year, 1st sem baru. pahtu terus bg event besar. adehhh.. mintak-mintak la mmpu buat. so, to those yang baca nih. ade experience handle game wall-climbing ni. tolong la bg tunjuk ajar. ye?

& ade sape2 berminat nak join?? muehehehe..

lagi satu... sape minat buat cerpen..??? tolong buatkan untuk sayer satu cerpen..!!! hehehhe..

un-recogniz-able number

milik siapakah nombor nombor telefon itu???????
mengapa call beta then senyap biler beta jawab...???
suka sangat maen maen.
lempang laju laju kang baru taw erti penyesalan.
huu~

menyesal

menyesal dengan kata-kata sendiri.
menyesal dengan perkataan-perkataan yang diucapkan tadi.
patutnye simpan sendiri je.
tapi mulut ni celupar sangat.
hurmmm..













*antara rasa hati sendiri dan rasa hati orang lain. patutnye lebih peka, lebih menjaga hati orang lain daripada diri sendiri. dengan itu takkan ada rasa ini. hurmm..

away

away for 4 days & 3 nights.
heading to Terengganu..
jangan rindu sayer ye. hee~






BYEP..!

kepada BONDA tercinta

selamat hari lahir bonda tercinta...
semoga segalanya baik2 sahaja.
semoga dikurniakan kesihatan yang elok.
semoga dipanjangkan umur.
semoga diperluaskan pintu rezki.
semoga sentiasa diberkati Allah.
aminnnn...

sayang mak sangat sangat...!!!!
& terima kasih banyak banyak sebab jaga adek.
dari kecik. sampai ke besor nih.
terima kasih mak..!

today

done with one presentation.
another presentation is going to be tonight.
2 presentations in a day.
one done, one more to go.
after that. legaaaa.. coz no more presentation.
just will be busy with all the prose, short story & assignments.
ouhh yeahhh.. im going to terengganu tomorrow.
Scout Jamboree. hee~
until monday. & back to UPM on Tuesday morning.
where i will have to take a test as soon as i reach UPM. awesomeness kannn..?? huu~
so, reading my notes all the way in Jamboree. way to go eqa. huhuhu..
wish me luck, for the test. & Jamboree.


& its raining a lot today. & im not sleeping. congratulation to me. hehehe




psssttt*1 : thanx awak for the hardwork to get me a place to attend the jamboree. thanx a lot.. :)

psssttt*2 : 4.00 this semester. pray for me yurppp..!

before i go to ZzzzZZz

so.. my last post for today. i mean for tonite.. but err. it's almost 1 am. so.. err.. wutever. huu~

so yeahh.. time moves on. we're getting older. people change. but memories never fade. either sweet or bitter. they are there. in your mind. in your heart. its never fade. kannn..?

hurmmm... i miss my childhood. i miss it badly.

assignment with the 'S' at the end.

yeahhh.. assignment. lots & lots & lots of it. & being busy with the proposal.. it does make me feel a little bit stress & tired actually. but heyy.. student kannn..? everything is student-centered kannnn..? so, here i am. facing those things again. after a year did nothing, "goyang kaki like a queen", & now i have to use my brain in a proper way. muahaha...

so, i have to do 5 poems & a short story. i can handle the poems but not the SHORT STORY.. i'll make it really short if it is POSSIBLE. but nay, it is impossible. huu~

then i have to complete my BM assignment which is LARAS BAHASA ILMIAH. apparently, there are no such things. there are, but not really specific in its ILMIAH thingy. so, yeahh.. student centered again. u have to find it out by ur own. kannnn..??

then i have to critic a speech. ouhh.. maybe just maybe i could find the konon-malaysian-first-lady punyer speech. maybe there ARE lots of things to be criticized. huu~ but in a academic way la der. aiyarkkk..

so... there are 3 assignments. three seems to look a bit kannn? but there are killing me softly. huhuhu.. & the proposal. enough to blow up my head. & when the proposal get the approval, there comes the new explosive in my head. hu hu hu.

pity me. pity me.

it does help

when someone ask u what happen whenever u r in misery, it does make u feel better. at least. someone is still care about u. & it does make ur tears falling down. & all u can do is crying coz what u feel is something that u shud keep on ur own. so, cry as much as u want. if u afraid that people will see ur tears, then wait till its raining. walk in the rain & cry, no onw will see ur tears. i wish it rains today. i would possibly need it. hurmm

diherdik, dihina, ditengking

ye. ak hanya layak untuk dilayan sedemikian rupa. jangan persoalkan mengapa. sbb ak mmg layak untuk dilayan macam tu.

ak terletak kat tempat yang paling bawah. paling hina. ak manusia paling useless. ye. itu ak.
sekian

sakit lagi dan lagi

entah la. asik sakit je dua tiga menjak ni. ade ape2 petanda kah.? huu~
malam tadi tgh syok2 tdo. kol 4 terjaga. langsung tableh tdo da. perut rasa semacam & rasa nak termuntah. tapi buat tataw je dlu. cba gak tdo. dalam kol 5 macam uh bgn la nak duduk sbb perut mmg tak slesa amat. terus termuntah. pintu plak berkunci, kelam kabut nak bukak. bler da muntah2 uh. terus mandi. terus tak tdo. cuba gak nak tdo. tapi keadaan perut yg tak slesa. dgn ade lagi rasa2 muntah kat tekak. mmg meloyakan la kan. haihhh. ape nak jadi ni. asik sakit je ni. 2 mggu lepas. demam. tak boleh tdo malam. siap merapu raban bler tdo. pastu ditambah pulak dengan selesema. mmg terbaikkk la kan..

ouhh badan. jangan lah asik sakit je. kesian la kat saya. saya perlu bertenaga untuk belajar. hurmmm..

final exam 1st sem - session '11/'12

yezzaaa... jadual sudah kuar. so, im not going to be like the old me anymore. whereas last minute study is always the 1st choice. na'ahhh... not anymore dear. it's a new part of life where i have. eh i MUST actually. to do something to rectify everything. to rearrange my life. to put my life into the correct path.

yesss..!! rasa2 nye mampu tak jadi top student lagi? huhu... i will do my best...!!!!

pssstt : i put a target for my 1st semester. its quite higher actually. doakan sayer berjaya mencapai target. :)

hye NOVEMBER

hai NOVEMBER..
welcome new month.
16 days more before mummy's birthday.
27 days more before the 2nd Anniversary.
save the date dear. :)

& November.
please be nice to me.
bring me some good & happy news k November..?

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