♥ eQa | RosLan ♥: August 2012

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

T E A S E R

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wait for the story yaww.. 

H A L L O..!!!

hai dear friends.. selamat hari raya aidil fitri. hee~ seminggu sakan beraya, dan seminggu tu jugak lah tade berita kat cni. kannn..?

so... this year punyer raya... was hurmmm.. ok la.. da besar kan. kalo dulu kecik2 excited gler nak raya ni. excited nak pkai baju raya konon nye. hahaha... kecik2 la. skarang tak. skarang raya tu, nak berkumpul dengan family & jumpa sanak saudara yang jauh je. tu tujuan raya yang sebenar benarnye kan..

1st raya tahun ni tak ramai sangat orang sbb ramai yang balik kpg yg sebelah lagi. jiran sebelah pon tade rumah. tapi as usual rumah eqa ni mmg tumpuan pagi2 raya. before g smayang raya & after smayang raya. dorang akan dok umah eqa. makan2.. borak2.. amek gmbo.. & laen2 hal lagi. tgh hari sikit tu... g jalan raya kat umah sdare mara yang laen pulak. malam... dok umah & layan tetamu yg datang nak beraya.

2nd raya.. awalnye tade plan ape pon. tiba2, tgh dok lena tdo.. abang kejut.. dier suruh bangun & bersiap. nak g ke Batu Pahat kata nye. so, eqa pon bgn & bersiap. tapi macam pelik la plak. mak ayah cakap nak g Batu Pahat tunggu kakak balik dlu. so, trun bawah & tnya mak . mak cakap nnti kakak balik, pergi lagi skali. huu~ so.. gerak lah kami ni ke Batu PPahat & beraya kat umah PakLong pulang.

3rd raya. kakak da sampai mlka. awal pagi tu. hari ni. plan untuk balik kampung. ehhh.. balik bandar. huhu.. kat Kuala Lumpur. pagi tu.. ade org datang umah. melayan tetamu dulu. then bersiap2 untuk gerak ke kL plak. tgh hari macam tu baru gerak.

errrrrr... takpelah.. nnti untuk 4th raya & seterusnya. akan disambung kemudian. mengantuk sudah. hehe.. nite

Thursday, August 16, 2012

HAPPY EIDUL FITRI

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI.

di kesempatan yang ada ni.. saya Nur Syafiqah Mohd Roslan menyusun sepuluh jari memohon ampun dan maaf andai ada
  • tersalah bahasa,
  • tersilap bicara,
  • terguris hati,
  • tersakit hati,
  • terluka sana sini 
sama ada secara sengaja mahupun tidak sengaja.
lepas2 ni da busy buat preparation untuk raya.
hee~ minta maaf ye mak2 & ayah2 sdara, spupu spapat, tenaga2 pendidik saya, kawan2. :)

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

the coming RAYA

raya 2012... hurmm.. few days left. & i don't really have the mood for raya. or is it because the age of mine right now make me feel that way..? hurmmm.. *thinking & wondering* .. seriously... i don't know, maybe the mood still wandering somewhere, & waiting for the perfect time to come to me. huhu~

but, the thing is... i really can't wait for raya. WHY ea...? because all the families will gather together :). ouhh ya... except for one person. my sister... as i told u before here in my blog. she'll be in Terengganu.

raya.. hurmmm.. i haven't do anything. baju raya ada da.. house is still.. hurmmm.. tongkang pecah? huhu.. yeahhh... still like that. abang tak balik for 2 weeks. his work, as usual every year before raya, clean the windows, the fans & lamps.. & ok. we'll wait till this coming friday. when he get home, i'll give him rags & a pail of water. huu~

my mom & I still have 3 types of cookies that we haven't done yet. so.. this wednesday, will burn the midnight oil to make those cookies. & only the two of us.

AND... Gray is our color theme for this coming raya :)...

dear Mr. Moods & Mr. Feels... please come to me when u're ready. ouhh.. JANGAN..! come to me when i ready. hee~

**mak.. plz dun cry because kakak can't celebrate raya with us. i know u were sad yesterday, because of the raya songs that they played in the hotel. & the others were teasing u and kakak of course. i know it, i saw it. i saw ur tears... mak, dun be sad, dun cry. hurmm.. she'll celebrate raya with us soon. ok? & macam mane orang nak kawen kalau macam ni. huu~ mesti mak ayah lagi sedih kan? huhu.. I LOVE U BOTH MAK AYAH..!

Saturday, August 11, 2012

suka dan duka hari ini..

ok ok.. first.. i'll tell about my happy story. ok dear...? huhu..

tadi keluar :). g beli barang2 nak buat kuih rayer 'konon'nye. hehehe.. so.. dalam kereta on the way nak ke destinasi tu.. tiba2 je mak hulur duit..
"nah, amek ni"
"eh.. duit ape ni mak?"
"nak ke tanak? tanak mak amek balik"
"ehh.. nak laaa..!"

huhuhu... dapat duit rayer daripada mak..!! alangkah gumbiranya rasa hati. tidak terkira-kira. hehe.. terima kasih mak.. ^_^

ok. now.. the sad part of today. tadi.. masa stop kat satu tempat ni. mak kuar jap. eqa ngan ayah dalam kereta. pastu.. ade lah sorang pakcik guard ni.. tua da dier...
"nnti ayah da pencen, da tua. ayah jd mcm dia la ni. mak duduk kat bilik dalam tu"
"eh.. ayah ni.. boleh plak macam tu"
"yerla. adek x balik. kakak abang tak balik"
dalam hati bermonolog sendiri. "ayah ni.. boleh plak pk macam tu.." mmg sedih jugak lah time tu..

terus teringt drama2 kat tv tu. yg anak2 x balik jenguk mak ayah kat kampung. adoiii.. berlinang jugak air mata dalam kereta tadi. nasib la ayah tak nampak. cepat2 cover balik. hurmmm...

so.... moral of the story.. jgn lah dilupakan mak ayah even kiter da senang pon. masa kiter lahir sampai saat kiter da senang tu. ingtlah... banyak da mak ayah berkorban untuk kiter. doakanlah untuk kesenangan mak ayah kiter plak. & sentiasa ingat mak ayah tu. tak kira kat mane2 pon. ok?

Thursday, August 9, 2012

thepoplook.com

yeayy.. got my parcel from them. just love the penny dress. wee~ gonna shop again later at them.

how old am i..?

haaaa... wait. i admit. im 20++. hee~ but most of the times, when i met my mom's or dad's friends. they always thought that i still a student in secondary school. they often ask me "sekolah tingkatan berapa ni?". ouchhh... terharu i u'ollls. haha..

when i said im no longer a secondary students.. sometimes, ade yg terkejut tak percaya dgn kenyataan eqa. huhu~ nak buat macam mane.. saya da tua makcik & pakcik. muka je babyface. hehehehe..

so.. that's the story bout people who thought that i still young..

& there was a time during my childhood.. people mistakenly thought that i am a Chinese little girl yg kiut miut gittewww. haha.. there was a time when i was with my dad at a shopping complex, then a Chinese woman, who is a saleswoman, came to us & had a conversation in Chinese language. huhu... ayah trus termangu2 & said that we are not Chinese. & that woman said sorry to us. she said that she really thought that we were Chinese, because my dad himself looks like Chinese even until now people mistakenly assume that he is a Chinese. & that lady also said that i really look like a Chinese kid. weehuuu.. maybe that time, i kinda fairer than now. & yeahhh... with a fair skin, wearing gown... i did look like a Chinese girl. tak cayer, come here, i'll show u my picture when i was a kid. hehehehehe... not like now... kulit da tak fair sudah. sawo matang jadi nyer. mmg pure Malay skin color. huu~

here.. just a picture.. i took it last 2 days. when i see this picture... saya rasa saya mixed. hahahaha.. Jawa+Boyan. yeahhh... that's me. huhu

sepet la aiiii budak nihh.. biler senyum or ketawa terus tak nampak mata. huhu..

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

andai....


mengalir lagi air mata

hurmmm.. :)

mengalir lagi air mata jernih di pipi. untuk ke berapa kali ntah. mohon hati sentiasa tabah. mohon hati sentiasa kuat. mohon diri mampu bertahan.

Ya Allah.. andai telah tertulis sudah begini harus aku lalui liku liku hidup. aku redha Ya Allah. ini ujian Mu. aku mohon Ya Allah.. kuatkanlah hatiku, tabahkan lah aku. aku mohon Ya Allah.. gantikanlah air mata yg mengalir ini dengan sesuatu yg indah buatku. aku pohon Ya Allah. bantulah aku untuk menghadapi segalanya di atas muka bumi ini. bantulah aku. Ya Allah, Ya Rahman Ya Rahim... berikanlah hambaMu ini petunjuk. jalan mana harus ku pilih, jalan mana harus aku tinggalkan. bantulah aku Ya Allah. aminnn...

aku yang bilamana melemparkan senyuman, dalam hatiku penuh duka. aku yang bilamana tertawa riang, hatiku berlagu pilu...

saat dan tika tertaipnya post ini, air mata menjadi peneman sejati. moga pagi nnti, ada sinar yg menanti.. sungguh... perlukan sesuatu. bantu aku Ya Rabbi.

*hati terasa pedih. terasa pilu tiap kali melihatnya.

Monday, August 6, 2012

it's me..!

well.. whenever i look at this picture.. i just feel that i have a sharp chin. muahahahaha...


the picture is quite shack-y due to.. ermmm.. my handdddd.. huhuhu... & the big nose.. & the 'sepet' eyes... i know, they make me beautiful somehow. hee~

Sunday, August 5, 2012

another loss for him..

yesterday, 4th August.. around 2 pm. his grandpa had passed away. another loss for him after a year his grandma passed away.. hurmmm..

daripada NYA kita datang dan kepada NYA juga kita pergi.
yang hidup pasti akan mati.. yang kita ni.. tataw biler lagi.

awak.. sesungguhNya.. Allah lebih mengasihi arwah. perginya arwah pon dgn baik. kannn? alhamdulillah.. semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yg beriman dan semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. aminnn..



awak.. im sorry for not being there for you. im sorry for not comforting u like i did dlu. im sorry... just so u know, i do feel sad & guilty. hurmm. sorry again

Thursday, August 2, 2012

saya giler

yeayy. saya giler. hahaha... damn..! do not know what had happened to me.. nak kata setan dok menghasut. mmg tak la. depa da kne ikat bulan2 puasa ni.. so.. ini mmg dari hati sendiri.. duhh~!

insane enough to post out few things yg boleh buat org terasa. hurmmm.. seriously.. kdg2.. nak tuju kat org lain. org lain yg terasa. salah kiter jugak ke..?? hehehehehehehe...


biar lahhh.. bye

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

he is MINE



im sorry. he's mine. hee~ ^_^