dosa sesama manusia

Sesungguhnya dosa sesama manusia hanya boleh dimaafkan oleh manusia itu sendiri dan bukanlah boleh diampunkan oleh Allah S.W.T.

maka, bermaaf-maafanlah sesama kamu. 

kepada semua ahli keluarga terutamanya mak & ayah, orang mintak maaf atas semua perlakuan yang menyinggung perasaan mak & ayah. mintak ampun mak & ayah.

kepada rakan2, sahabat taulan.. saya ingin menyusun sepuluh jari untuk memohon ampun dan maaf andai ada tersilap kata yang menyinggung perasaan, ada perlakuan yang menyakitkan hati, ada mengumpat di belakang anda. mintak maaf semua..

kepada sesiapa yang mengenali diri ini. seribu kemaafan jua dipohon kepada anda. andai ada kata2 yang menyinggung perasaan. ada perlakuan yang menyakitkan hati. kalau ada yang senyum, tapi tak dibalas senyum itu, maaf bebanyak. mungkin sbb saya tak perasan. 

minta maaf semua. 

p/s : saya hanya mampu memohon maaf, andai ada yang tak dapat memaafkan saya. hurmmm.. takpe lah.

a fact that u do not know

You know why a girl just wants to be friend with you? 

It's not because she doesn't want to be with you, but because she values the friendship between you & her have too much to risk losing it. She's happy to have you in her life, you were always the guy she goes to for advice & a lot of guys who she used to have a thing with don't even talk to her anymore. A lot of guys have come & go in her life, & she isn't trying to lose you like that. If she were to be more than friends with you, it would complicate things. You think she rejected you cause she dislikes you, but really, she did that because she values the friendship between you & her..

the M.E...!

the ME. the NUR SYAFIQAH MOHD ROSLAN..

• i live my life to the fullest. even sometimes, i fall down.. but in the end, there will be few persons who help me to stand back. thanx btw..

• i am the girl who gonna keep my memories in my head. even people who are in the memory will never keep it, but i will & will always will to keep it safely in my head.

• i am me. even sometimes, a little bit hypocrite, but i'll make myself back to reality. 

• childish is in me. but only with certain people. dunno why, but its a spontaneous act. im sorry if its annoying. but should i sorry for that? nayyyy. hee~

• my families are the important thing in my life. they are my light, they are my supporter, they are my helper, they are my everything. they are my soul, my life.

• my lover, he is my backbone. my everything after the families. he is the one who will encourage me whenever im down, whenever i am lack of confidence. he will do anything to make me happy whenever i sad. thanx my sayang.

• my friends, to those who stay with me. thanx a lot. thanx for being there for me. thanx for cherishing me. thanx kawan.

• to roommates, thanx kakak kakak rumet..! love ya. thanx for the love you give to me. thanx :)

• i am the girl who will do anything for people around me. love to see the smile on their face. love to see their laugh. anything will do to make them happy.

• i love taking pictures. i love to pretend like i am a model. hee~ 

• i am a spoiled daughter. especially with the dad. :) love u ayah. love u too mak. <3

•  the most importantly, i love everyone around me. though u hate me. i still love u. 

thanx all..!! thanx to the persons who entered my life recently. thanx adek adek UPM. u made my day.

PTPTN *the HOTTEST topic*

ok. this is just an opinion from me. a view from a student, a Malaysian, a daughter. ok? this is just the view from me, an ordinary people with ordinary thinking. so, do not get angry, do not get offended. just sharing my thoughts. ok korang? so, let's get started.

1st, as we all know, PTPTN is an organization to help Malaysian's student to pay their fees & also to help them to survive as a student. ok la. nak guna duit family, maybe it's a little bit hard untuk family yang ade adek beradek ramai. or even tade ramai siblings pon, parents yang berpendapatan rendah pun agak susah nak bayar yuran or nak bg duit bulanan as duit blnja kat anak2. kan? we do agree on this thing.

so. kenapa nak mansuhkan PTPTN? kenapa tiba2 ade issue ttg PTPTN di kala negara tgh nak berpilihan raya? i wonder why. huu~ ok la. bnda ni mmg ade kaitan ngan politik. i think its normal for any parties to bring up a matter. kan? so, PTPTN is one of it.

as for me, to abolish PTPTN so suddenly, its quite hurmm.. mengarut? sbb its been years or even ages PTPTN ni ade. ramai yg guna PTPTN ni untuk sambung blaja. ade yg da abis bayar, ade yg tgh bayar, ade yg tak bayar lagi. stuju? sebenarnye la kan. duit PTPTN ni, duit dier maen rolling rolling je. arini si Abu pinjam. bler da abis pinjam, Abu bayar balik. pastu orang lain plak guna. macam tu je pon. so, klo tak bayar balik, macam mane org lain nak guna, nak pinjam?

pandai pinjam, pandai la bayar, kan..? kiter pinjam singgit kat kawan, klo tak bayar balik, rasa serba salah tak? tp knpe da pinjam kat PTPTN, nak bayar balik, tade rasa apepon? padahal da slamat konvokesyen da. siap duit PTPTN tu guna untuk beli handphone la, baju la, ape la.. this kind of thing, kiter boleh nampak la. so, from doing that kinda thing. kenapa tak buat macam ni je? duit PTPTN uh bler da dapat setiap sem, kan da siap tolak yuran. so, put aside some money for our daily expenses. & yg selebihnya, bg kat parents untuk simpan dalam ASB or mane2 amanah saham. so, kan ke duit tu nnti akan beranak pinak. nnti nak bayar balik PTPTN uh ade da duit nye. siap ade xtra untuk guna sendiri lagi.

ok la. klo tanak simpan kat mane2. kiter da guna. da abis blaja da pon. ape salah tiap2 bulan bayar 50ringgit kat PTPTN tuh. ade duit lebih, bayar la lebih sikit. tade la name nak kne blacklist. kiter da pinjam, kewajipan bagi kiter untuk bayar balik. so, untuk mansuhkan PTPTN.. tapayah la kot. klo nak suruh dorang mansuhkan interest, itu lebih bijak. cadangkan kat PTPTN tuh, bior dorang ade kos pentadbiran yang FIX. tayah nak naekkan interest. tayah ade interest langsung. & tayah la nak bermogok-mogok bagai.

kiter mahasiswa, belajar tinggi. ade ilmu, ade akal, so.. gunalah ilmu yang kiter ade, akal yang kiter ade untuk pk segala consequences. jgn pentingkan diri je. esok anak2 kiter.. kalo kiter tak mmpu, mane nak cekau duit nak anta anak2 blaja..?

some people suarakan untuk pelajaran percuma. people, there's nothing free in this world. mmg ade ngra yang bg pljaran percuma, tp itu sbb income negara dorang adelah tggi & tax dorang pun tinggi. kiter? Malaysia? kiter ade teknologi, kiter tgk sendiri. kiter kaji sendiri. & knpe USA tu.. or even UK.. tak bg free education? dorang just tawarkan scholarship je. sbb.. mengikut kata2 lecturer saya, orang2 kat sane, dorang berusaha untuk dapatkan sesuatu. sbb tu dorang digalakkan bekerja masa study. klo anak2 org kaya tu. tayah la cakap. kan?

so guys. thing about others plz. to abolish PTPTN so sudden, & to make the education free to ALL students, it may take few years to enact the enactment , & then years lagi to imply it. hurmmm.. so, in between.. sape yg nak balaja, tp tade duit. kne lupakan hasrat dorang je la kan?

ok. ini pandangan saya je. just a view. thanks.

no specific title :)

owkehh.. first of all. i would like to thanx to all my fellow readers for spending your time reading my blog. though there's nothing special.. but thanx for reading & visiting here. thanx readers. :) and ouhh.. tak sangka ade family members yang mengikuti jugak perkembangan this blog. sampai aritu kne tegur, blog tak berupdate. haha.. terima kasih MAKCIK..!! ^_^

second. today, while i was sleeping, i got a call from the faculty. its quite err.. scary jugak la. coz the person told me that i have to come to the faculty & meet Dr. Sab, which is the Head of English Department. so, i had class at one till two. after class i went to meet her.. the clerk hand me a form, & then Dr. Sab called me from her office. she told me that i was listed as a candidate for an award. i was speechless. really. but Alhamdulillah for being the candidate. walaupun hnya calon, but i never asked for this. never imagine about it pon, but then, rezeki Allah datang pulak. dapat @ tak dapat. tak kesah pon. :). thanx Allah for the opportunity.

third.. hurmmm.. i was asked not to post anything about what happened to me recently. something yang hurmm.. ya la. cannot say a thing pon. huu~ may Allah helps me, & i'll do my best to do what i HAVE to do. semoga Allah permudahkan jalan untuk eqa. aminn..

fourth, be happy. be nice. be kind. smile. be active. be hardworking. most importantly, be a good servant to the one & only one, Allah almighty. insyaAllah.

muchas gracias mi amigos. mucho gusto y hasta luego.